Realism

CHAPTER 15

*Harry's POV*

I'm happy she liked my Carbonara. The last time I cooked Carbonara was the day before my grandmother died. My grandmother stood as my father and mother. I miss her a lot.

Ameth grabbed her plate and put it on top of mine. I grabbed her wrist, "Don't, just leave it." "No Harry..." "No!" I shouted angrily. She looked down. "Hey, I'm sorry for yelling at you." I said and she looked away. What the fuck? Why am I so fucked up? "I understand." "No, I just don't feel my visitor is cleaning." "I said I understand---I'm going home after I wash the dishes." I grabbed her arm and said "Fuck Ameth. Please don't be mad."  "I'm not. I just want to go home." She snapped. "But---" she interrupted me "You can't stop me." "Fine then I'm taking you home." She nods.

There is a silence between us. Awkward silence.

"Hey look I'm sorry. Please forgive me" I begged. "I said it's okay, Harry. I'm just scared that you yelled at me." "Don't be." "I know" she looked down at her hands and sighed. I grabbed her hands and I'm so nervous that she'll pull away. But she didn't.

Finally we're outside her house. "Thank you, Harry. Take care" "Bye Ameth" before she opened the car door, she kissed me on my cheek. I can feel my red cheeks.

I got a text from Niall, inviting me to a party tonight. I replied 'I'm not sure but will try.'

I have nothing to do today so I'm on my way to Niall's place. As I enter, Niall approached me "Harry! You came!" He shouted. "Of course I will." Anna approached us and said "Hey babe nice to see you." She smirked. Why is she always annoying? "First, this is Niall's party. Second, don't call me babe." I snapped. "Someone's mad" she laughed. "I'll get you something to drink and let's have some fun!" Fuck Anna. I fucked her but it was my first time. And she's a slut. She's nothing like Amethyst. Oh yeah right....Amethyst.

I checked my phone and I saw 5 missed calls all from Amethyst. I called her back immediately. She answered, "Ameth? What's up? Why did you call?" "Harry..." Her voice cracked and I can feel she's crying. "Ameth, are you crying?" "Harry I'm sorry if I disturbed you....I'm sorry bye." "No no! Where are you?" "Home...." "Okay stay calm. I'm on my way."