Karmin ===>
The look on her face was like knives in my heart, the look of complete shock and agony, and I don't think I've ever felt that shitty about myself and I tend to feel that way most of the time, I could see tears clouding her eyes as she tries to hold them back, apparently Jake could notice too.
"um are you okay?" he asked.
She faked a smile and said "yea I'm fine, it's just we've been friends for so long and seeing each other for the first time kinda overwhelmed me I guess, right karmin?"
I lowered my head in shame and embarrassment and nodded slightly.
"Oh I see, you must've been really close huh?"
"Oh yea very close" she said and smiled at me sadly, I felt myself blushing, I mean this was the first time I've seen her face in 5 years, we used to always Skype but now she looked so different, a good different, a really good different, the new haircut looked amazing on her, making her breathtaking features pop more, those beautiful blue eyes that I could stare at for hours and those soft looking full lips, she was pure perfection.
"Well my car is outside, we should get going"
"sure, come on babe" jake said, I seemed to be completely speechless at the moment so i just followed them.
We pulled over next to really beautiful big house, the front yard was huge, I could notice 3 cars parked in front of the amazing house, an Audi r8, a Ferrari F430 and a red mini cooper who I believe belonged to her teenage sister, I remember her telling me years ago that her sister was obsessed with mini coopers and she promised to get her one on her 16 birthday, she's 18 now, she picked us up on her range rover so we can fit our luggage, she's always been obsessed with cars, I remember her telling me that her dream car was a Lamborghini but said that she couldn't afford it yet, she was a successful psychologist, a young hot successful psychologist, i still don't know what she liked about me, I was just an ugly literature student with a lot of problems... We entered the house and she showed us around, she wouldn't even look my way and I was too embarrassed to even look up while I kept looking at my feet the whole time, jake was so obvious to the tension around us and I was grateful for that, she showed us to the guest room and said "I'll leave u now to unpack and rest a little bit, Nouha is staying at her friend's beach house for the weekend, um we can go have dinner in like two hours if that's okay?"
"Yea sure sounds awesome" jake said with a smile. Jenna left and jake turned to look at me:
"well your friend seems nice, and rich as fuck".
"Haha yea, um I'll go take a shower", he nodded and I headed to the bathroom, I stripped and looked at myself in the mirror, running my fingers over the scars covering my arms and thighs, I was disgusted by the sight before me, tears clouded my vision, I got under the warm water and closed my eyes, my tears blending with the water cascading over my face, I lost track of time as I got lost in my thoughts like i always do, I wrapped the long towel around my body and left the bathroom, I gasped as I saw Jenna sitting on the bed, she turned around when she heard me, I felt her eyes slowly dropping from my face and down my body, I felt my cheeks heating slightly and she her eyes widened slightly when she looked at my bottom of my left thigh, the towel was stuck in the middle of my thigh and some scars were showing, i quickly pulled the towel down and her eyes were back on my face.
"Uh jake said that he lost one of his bags at the airport but they found it and gave him a call, I gave him my car so he can go pick it up, he should be back any minute tho"
"oh uh o-okey"
"well you took your precious time in there huh" she smiled at me, this time it was genuine smile, I felt myself blush more and say:
"we had a long flight and the water felt really good so I lost track of time I guess"
"it's okay, I hope you're feeling more relaxed now"
"yeah I do" we heard a car pull over so that must be jake, she got up and said "we should get ready for dinner, I'll see you downstairs"
"yea okay, um where are we going by the way I don't know what to wear"
"it's kind of fancy restaurant, well it's my friend's and she'll actually be joining us"
"okay" that the only thing I seem to say lately.
"It was nice seeing you karmin" she gave me that heartbreaking sad smile again and left the room, and that's exactly what I felt, heartbroken.
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SOOOO this is chapter two, i don't really know where i'm going with this story tbh it could be a short story it could be longer idk, pleaaaaaaaaaase leave me some feadback if i should continue it or if it sucks and i should stop, and thank you for reading c:
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One Last Chance (GirlxGirl Lesbian story)
RomanceKarmin is a british girl that went through depression and self hate and so much more, and still suffers, she fell in love online with an older american girl named jenna, they texted each other everyday and often skyped or talked on the phone until...