*~Book of poems~*

Dear Mother

Standing here alone at your grave,wondering do you see me. Do you feel me crying and falling on my knees and weep and whisper '' Why did you have to go I don't understand!!'' I can't remember your voice the way it sounded, the way you smiled, the way you laughed. Everyone that knew you says I laugh,smile, and look just like you,but I don't see it. I know you said ''hang in there kid'',those words was the last words you ever saidthen and hour later you passed. I held your hand knowing you was going to pass away soon. I didn't want you to go,but I know you needed to go. So I held your hand threw it all. I recall telling you it was ok to let go, I love you so much, its ok I'm here, I'm here..I felt your hand squeeze mine and then I felt your hand go from life to empty shell... it was cold and clamy, it was the first dead body I've ever seen pass away and let alone felt...I wanted to say that your death was sad but beautiful, still yet I sit hear today and think. How can a death be beautiful? That remains an mystery To me still to this day but, if u could feel what I felt that day the freedom she felt!!!... I can't explain it, but I had the erdge to run outside so I did...and I shouted to the sky's ''BE FREE I LOVE YOU YOUR FREE OF PAIN AND SUFERING NO MORE GO BE WITH THE LORD!'' I said to myself rest I'm peace dear mother and I smiled...
Dear mother you are always in my heart always and forever love your youngest daughter.
ByHolly J Moore