One step away from insanity

The dream

I had that dream again, the one about a boy. He was in what looked like wonderland, but it's changed. Theres no sign of the hatter, or the Cheshire Cat, I think I saw the mouse once. But there is something very perculiar going on, I need to get to the bottom of this disaster. Then again a disaster in my eyes is none other than clarity in others. Unless they do see what I see and then we both see the same thing and it all goes terribly terribly wrong. Unless it's a good thing, then I have no need to worry, but I'm not worrying I'm just overthinking. Or perhaps I'm underthinking.

"Alice ?!" Well thank you very much Mrs Binder for interrupting my thoughts, you truly are despicable "Alice, have you been listening at all ?" Honestly I'm not mad at all, at least I don't think I am, I could be completely round the bend, absolutely bonkers. "Perhaps I was listening, I know I was certainly looking, or was I listening or not looking, who knows. I certainly don't because I was thinking about wonderland again" I'm fifteen now, it's been five years since I last entered wonderland. And they think I'm completely bonkers, I know I'm not. Just ask the hatter, or the white rabbit. "Alice, honestly girl you need to start making more sense"
" well what if I do make sense, maybe you just aren't as smart as you thought. Then again what is sense exactly. It could be numerous things, but so could numerous, because numerous simply means infinity. So it must go on forever, unless we are all very wrong and infinity isn't a what but a whom, or maybe I'm just babbling, but if hatter was here he would Understand, you see the people of wonderland are much more sophisticated than the people of England."
"My dear Alice, you have lost the plot completely, it's time we put you in to care, you need help"
"Or you could simply send me off to wonderland, then you would never have to see me again, you could be rid of my insanity, and I could be rid of what you call clarity."

One hour later

Well that took longer than I expected, but am I glad to be out of there, I really do believe I should be sent off to wonderland, that way I could be as mad as I want, or as sane as I want, it all depends on who you ask. They will probably send me off to the mad house, but I won't stay for long, because I know that someone will come for me, and they will take me far away from here.