Losing Hope

Chapter 1- the guy who i loved

I was like a cloud in the sky, I floated around but I of course was the grey one. Only, I wasn't like other clouds. I wasn't controlled by the wind I was controlled by my actions. I guess that's how it happened, over my actions.

2 years ago

I  saw him again. Matthew Lee Espinosa. He was the weirdest yet the sweetest guy you ever met. That's why I loved him. I stared at him a few times but this time someone caught me. Aria. "Hey look Matt you've got a stalker" she said whilst pointing at me. He turned around and saw me. I was so embarrassed, it was in front of the whole school. I had my suspicions of him knowing but now he definitely knew. I just ran as everyone stared at me. "Pathetic, she's such a loser" I heard Aria say. I got so annoyed and angry all at once.

"Hold up!" a voice called. I carried on walking away when I realised it was him. "I already knew anyway" he said. "Personally, I think your better then Aria" he said and smiled. He was so adorable. I couldn't help but smile. "There, that's the smile I've wanted to see for a long time." He said. I blushed and carried on walking away. But he wouldn't leave. He wouldn't let me go. He was about to say something when someone stopped me. It was her.

"Are you cheating on me, with that!" she said. It was the bitch aria. She pushed past me. "Wait what-" matt said confused when she kissed him. They were together. So he lied when he said I was better then Aria. He just said that for me to fall for his tricks. I just ran. He called my name but I didn't listen. I got out of school and got in my car. I drove home and went to my room. Why did I fall for him and his tricks?
Soon enough my parents came home. At this point I was watching 'Pretty Little Liars' with some ice cream. My mum asked what was wrong and I told her everything. After explaining she said "she's just jealous, and as for that guy I can't believe he led you on." She left and I just thought about him and how he did that. Was that the real Matt?

My phone rang. It wasn't someone in my contacts.

Hope- hello?
Matt- Hey Hope it's Matt
Hope- What do you want?
Matt- Look I'm not with Aria trust me she was jealous that I went over to you
Hope- Wait really?
Matt- yeah now I need to talk to you in person, go onto your balcony.
Hope- okay

I ended the call and went out onto my balcony. He was there. Matt held a massive Mickey Mouse, flowers and a sign saying "sorry, I love you Hope" fireworks went off inside me. He climbed up onto the balcony and we kissed. It was so magical. I loved him more than anything, and finally he loved me back.

Hey guys,
So Thankyou for reading my first story.
I'll upload the second chapter soon and update as often as I can.
Thanks guys
Becca xox