Chapter 5 of love with my kidnapper
Readers point of view
Jeff and I had taken another car. We were currently half way back to the cabin, the whole way was silent. You could just feel the tension in the air between us. I knew what he was thinking about, I could see it in his eyes. He had wished he never brought me along, he was worried about if he were to bring me along again. I knew just as well as he did that if I wasn't there with him, that he could have gotten out of that situation easily. I looked at him as he just kept his eyes on the road. 'Is he mad at me?' I thought as tears threaten to spill. I wouldn't be able to stand it if he was mad at me.
"Jeff?" I called out quietly. He didn't even look at me, his grip on the wheel just tightened. "Jeff" I called out a little louder this time. "I know you can hear me, don't ignore me" I added. He stopped the car and looked at me. His gaze felt like it pinned me to the car door. He sighed. "What?" He asked with a hint of annoyance. "Are you okay?" I asked quietly, refusing to look at him. "Am I okay?" He repeated. He laughed and ran his fingers through his hair. "Well I don't know, with what happened tonight do you think I'd be okay? Honestly do you not have a better question? I'm still angry about our little indifference from earlier, we both nearly got burned alive, and you nearly get killed and we nearly get caught. Have I ever mentioned I don't like fire?! So you tell me, am I okay?!" Jeff answer yelling now. "Look at me when I'm talking to you!" He roared.
"Don't yell at me!" I snapped as I looked at him. "Don't talk to me like I'm a dog!" I added. "And no I don't think your okay, but assumptions are usually wrong. So don't treat me with such disrespect when I simply ask a question." It was quiet after that. Jeff had started driving again. I stared out the window with my arms crossed. I knew he had taken glances at me, I could feel his gaze on me. We soon got to the cabin and I got out. The minute I got out I was pinned to the car by Jeff. "Y/n" he said slowly. He was trying to stay calm, but I could see the rage in his eyes. "What?" I asked a little pissed.
"Never leave this cabin again, ever." He said quietly. He let go of me and started walking away. "So you expect me to spend my life in that dusty old place, no seeing the outside world?! No thank you Jeff! I'm just as capable as you are! I'm warning don't think any less of me!" I screeched at him. "Your warning me? Your warning me?!" He said. "I think you've mistaken who the killer is here sweetheart, 'I'm as capable as you' if your so capable, than where was all that tonight! If your as capable as me than you would have known that cop was behind you! You wouldn't have even let him touch you! Newsflash sweetie! You. Aren't. Me." Jeff said as he pinned me to the car again.
"Now I'm going to repeat myself, you are not leaving this cabin ever. Am I clear?" He said with his face inches from mine, his grip tight on my wrists. He was scaring me. "Jeff, let go....your scaring me" I said struggling. "Am I fucking clear!" Jeff roared. I had started crying. "Yes" I said quietly between sobs. "Good." He said as he let go. When he let go I fell to the ground. I laid there in a ball crying as the autumn leaves got in my h/c hair. "Your gonna freeze out here if you don't come in." Jeff said as he stood in the door way. I didn't answer him, I couldn't. I was crying too hard. "Oh so I get the silent treatment now? Fine, freeze out here for all I care!" He said as he slammed the door. I only cried harder.
I've been out here for 20 minutes now, I knew cause I had a watch. Jeff hasn't come out to check on me. 'You aren't me' his words replayed in my mind. "I'll show him" I said quietly as I got up. My legs wobbled a little, but I soon regained my balance and took off running. I didn't know where I was going, but I couldn't be around Jeff right now.
-time skip-
Jeff's point of view
I had just been laying on the couch, y/n still hasn't come back in. Its been nearly an hour. I sighed and got up to bring her inside. I had calmed down, but I need to apologize to her. Or at least make it up to her. I made my way to the door, the floor creaking with every step I took. I opened the door slowly. My eyes widened. 'Where is she?' I thought. She wasn't where I left her. I stepped outside as the cool breeze his my skin. "Y/n!?" I called out. I started looking around in a panic. "Y/n!" I called out again. 'She's gone' I thought. I felt something wet hit my hand. I hadn't realized I was crying. "Where are you!?" I yelled. I had started panting. I started to run into the woods and kept looking. I soon tried and fell onto the ground. 'Y/n, I'm sorry' I thought as more tears fell. "I'm sorry!" I cried. "I'm sorry!" I said over and over.
A/N sorry its short but I couldn't think o anything else, writers block is a pain.
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