Another drop of blood gone. It all started on that cold December night on my fathers birthday. I sat on the bench in front of our house all evening, as I had baked his cake in the early morning since he had been at work. It was something my mother would have done if she didn't leave us.
I opened my eyes and watched as a puff of white smoke escaped my chapped lips. I wrapped my coat around my shivering body as I got up and shuffled across the lawn just when tiny flecks of snow speckled on my black, straight hair. This was something I'd inherited from my mother.
Papa always said i was destined for greatness but i didnt see it that way. I guess i just thought someone without a mom didnt deserve it. But i still tried to pretend like i was normal. It hurts me the most on holidays when im coming home from the grocery store to make food for papa and seeing others with their mom and dad, until one day he wasnt there.
I cried a river of sadness , papa was gone. I thought he had just went out , i waited for two days and i knew he was gone like my mother. I looked everywhere, i was alone . I had no one. I went through the town calling his name but he was no where. Both of my parents left me, what did i do wrong i didnt desserve to live. I was going to take my life.
Until suddenly there was a knock on the door. A tall hansome rich man with black hair and ocean blue eyes named noha was out side my door. He knew where papa was . He said he would take me to him. So he did, him and his father took papa. It was blackmail his father was forcing me to marry him he said he would kill papa if i didnt so i asked for some time with papa. He said i deserved that much but i didnt think i did after he convinced me that it was my fault.
He said that if i had been a better daughter then none of this would have happened. I belived him so i spent the time i could with papa. Being there with papa was like being locked in a dark room with no doors or windows. All we wanted to do was go home. We knew nothing would ever be the same.
A week left of freedom all that matters now is that papa is safe. Papa said that i shouldnt have to marry anyone for him but my love life isnt worth risking his life. I didnt deserve anything any more.
Moving on, it was the day i had to marry someone to save my father, what a rush. As i walked down the isle in a pearl white dress i think to myself would it be any different with a mom, was she a witch? Did she curse us why do things always happen to me? But then it was the moment i was a married woman. Papa was ashamed he thought my happiness was more important, but i didnt care he was safe.
My new husband came back now he wants a child so ill give him one. We went on our honeymoon he made the first move next thing i knew i was pregnant with a little girl named Isabella. Now he will have to care for me and the child.
Nine month later Isabella was born so I tied a rope around my neck and hung myself . That was one down. I knew that it would mean isabella wouldnt have a mom but I couldnt handle anything anymore. As a spirit i watched over papa and Isabella. When my husband found my body he cried a bath of pain that was when i realized he loved me and i loved him.
Papa was the one i really missed but papa didnt take it well when he heared of my death he seeked revenge. He fought nohas father until they killed each other now it was three down.
Papa and I were together again it hasnt been that way in a long time but being with him reminds me of the past when we were together in our little cottage its made me feel lucky to have a father like him. I love papa but i miss Noha ever since i realized that i love him nothing has been the same. Noha's father misses him to but not as much as i do. Nothing was the same without him. I know he kept papa from me but he made me forget about all the bad thing in my life like my mom but it was in my mind again.
Who knew a selfish act could affect many? I did but Noha's dad didnt. He was a cruel man but loved Noha so much he went as spirit form to Noha and killed him so that we could all be together this made it four down but i didnt end there.
People say they dont want to enter the after life but to be completely honest it is not that bad especially now that i am with the people i love none of us went to heaven but none of us went to hell eather it was like the water tempature in a shower there is cold, medium and hot. This is were we would choose our action to either help or hurt someone and then the judge would decide our fait. We liked it up there we had all the food we could eat and we coulnt get fat it was paridise unless you werent accepted into heaven witch is what happened to Nohas father we are still able to cantact him but it would involve going on a long hot bus ride.
