I'm sorry

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As quickly as I could I moved Quinn off my lap and sprinted after them, as I reach the parking lot all of the Cullens are already in their cars backing out the parking space.

"Ally Rose wait!!!" I shout running at human speed down the steps skipping the last couple before sprinting after their car but I'm to late their already pulling out the parking lot. I slow to a stop taking a shuddering breath whispering "I'm sorry please come back" I choke back a sob thumbling with my car keys while jogging towards my car as I unlock it I hear Faith shout after me.
"B woah woah wait you can't drive like this" she says pushing a hand on my front, I slap her hand out of the way trying to get past her "move the fuck outta the way!!!!!" I shout at her forcefully shoving her backwards, she stumbles before catching herself then levelling me with a cold glare
"No listen to me B!" She says in a quite deadly calm growl "you will wait till the meeting we have with them tonight, give them time to cool off before they say or do anything they'll regret ok???" She questions softly resting her hands on my shoulders squeezing them softly.

My shoulders slump in deft knowing she's right. I smile a sad smile at her knowing the pain in my chest won't ease untill I see my girls.

**************time skip*************
Angela Pov

So it the end of school and I'm currently walking across the parking lot towards my baby,Izzy and the gang I make eye contact with faith, who's leaning back on her elbows on the hood of her car. She pushes herself up into a sitting position raising her hand to crook her index finger in a 'come hith' motion biting her lip, My breath catches in my throat and before I even have time to consciously make the decision, my feet are carrying me towards the hot-headed temptress just mere inches away.

I stop, apparently too far away for her tastes as she reaches out, grasping my hips in order to pull me even closer, our chests and noses touching. Her hands run up my sides and over my shoulders to snake around my neck and play with the hair that has fallen from my messy bun. I run my hands up her thighs and over her hips all the way up to her neck as one gets tangled in her messy mane and the other pulls her down so our lips can meet. It's ambrosia. Faith's taste is incredible. There is no accurate description, its just something that is uniquely her. I could get lost in this kiss forever. Our lips moving in perfect sync like we're two pieces of a puzzle made to fit together perfectly. That's so cliché! Oh shut up. It's not like I went into the whole 'fireworks went off in my mouth' spiel!

I feel her tongue asking entrance and I'm only too happy to oblige. I think kissing faith is my new favourite activity. It may even beat flying with her. Maybe. Okay they might be tied right now but if she keeps doing that with her tongue, Jesus Christ. My hand tightens around her hair and pulls her back slightly so I can breathe but she will not be deterred. She moves down my neck and I unconsciously tilt my head back to give her better access. I think I'm in heaven! A moan escapes my lips as I feel her teeth bite right over my pulse point only for her tongue to dart out and soothe the slight ache. In this state of bliss I can't even bring myself to care that there'll be a Hickey there. That's how far gone I am.

I feel her fingers playing with the hem of my shirt and stroking across the skin of my stomach. I know I'm not ready to rush into this, especially not with her whole family standing around us , but I don't know if I can stop. I push against her shoulders, panting as I try to find the strength to speak.

"Baby we can finish this later ok?" I say softly giving her a gentle barely there kiss. She mmmhh's pulling away staring into my eye giving me that soft only for me smile that turns me into a melting poodle of softness every time. I muzzle her hand gently kissing her wrist before completely pulling away
" anyway I forgot to tell you I'm heading down to La Push t-" before I even finish my sentance I see faith eyes turn completely black, her grip on my hips tighten a low threatening growl coming from her chest. I quickly cup her face bring our foreheads together, we stay like this until she calms a bit before I continue.

"As I was saying I.AM heading down to La Push tomorrow because I'm going to see Leah" at the confused look I elaborate " she's been my best friend since we were 6 but in the last 2 months she's been avoiding me and its starting to really piss me off" I rant getting a bit emotional. I've always felt a pull to Leah never been able to hurt or say no to her, when the whole Sam and Emily thing happened I was there to put her back together, I sat on endless night holding her, soothing her, listening to her rant about how much he's hurt her, how much Emily hurt her, how her own cousin stole her future husband. See normally as the best friend that's would all be fine and dandy but the kicker is that I was insainly in love with her, I did every and anything that she want me to do. For her not to notice me hurt more then I can say, five out of 12 years I've been I love with her.

And if what faith and Bella told us about the La Push pact is true then she and Seth and both phased and that why she's been avoiding me. I'm hoping that she's faith and I's finale half and we are her imprints.
I'm brought out of my musing by faith and Bella bickering,
" can we just fucking go now I need to see them fai" bells says in defeat looking pleasingly at my baby, Fay sighs then nods sliding down the hood walking me backwards by my hips.
" k B, let's go guys" she says opening the passenger door for me, I kiss her cheek in thanks. She then closes the footing making her way to the driving side sloping in starting the car waiting for bells mustang to pull in for before we'rd off, why do I have the feeling that somethings about to go horribly wrong.

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Again sorry its both late and short but my college works been kicking my arse.

LOVE you guys xx

- Jay

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