Meant To Be ; Book IV

Chapter O1.

(New Book , The past songs that they made , in the 90s ima use as examples .)

Tionne "T-Boz" Watkins

Lisa "Left-Eye" Lopes

Rozonda "Chilli " Thomas

" Tionne ;I get a lot of  ' Oh, you've been gone.' I wasn't gone. Just because you didn't see me doesn't mean I wasn't working and collecting checks. I just wasn't singing and doing videos. I do a lot of other things, like I said , like writing scripts and stuff like that . I write for other artists ."  Lisa ; "Everyone has their stories , everyone has issues. you have to face your fears." Chilli ;  I don't know :) "

"TIONNE , LET'S GO IT'S TIME FOR YOUR PART." Lisa yelled.

I swear you have no time to yourself in life when your famous .

I got in the booth and grabbed the headphones and put them on . "Play the beat ." I said tediously.

"Laying against the wall , checking out the scenery , All I see is everybody trying get with me . So I continue to play the crazysexycool , Lost all composure when I laid my eyes on you."  I sang into the mic.

" Alright , Take a break . " said Bill.

I put the headphones on the mic and walked out .

"Yo man , I ain't bust ya bubble, even though it looks busted , you alright ? " Chilli whispered.

I chuckled and said , " Yea, I'm coo ; I'm just.. Lonely yo , like ever since I left Ray & left Jacob heart broken , I've lonely ever since. "

" Aww , T need some suga, from another lova ! " Yelled Lisa , trying to hug me .

I backed up , " Why you so loud, shit is unnecessary . " I shook my head.

" Man Whatever , if you need a mans , just go on a blind date , or do speed dating. " Lisa Suggested .

I thought about it ..I mean I do need some sugar ..But I ain't with that blind date shit.

" Rayan Lopez "

"We all love, But not like me , My eyes show it all and my actions speak the truth, the real truth! That's Just me ." I wrote.

I looked up at the sky , and looked at the  clouds , thinking about all the shit that has past last year.

Fantasia Left Me  , I lost the love of my life Tionne , I ended my friendship with Jacob , Mindless Behavior Broke Up . Shit Been hard for a nigga.

" Ray , It's time to go inside now ! "  The nurse yelled.

I'm in a mental home , I 've been so crazy about Tionne , That It got to the point where I wanted to kidnap her , so I admitted myself to this home...a Mental one.

" Ayo Man , You tryna bust out of here ? "  Whispered my friend Tatiana .

She's a stud , she was found on the street naked , harassing everyone , shit dumb and weird.

" Hell naw , I'm actually trynna finish my time here, T ; remember last time , we got caught by them big motherfuckas over there. "  I pointed out to them.

" Man , fuck them ; I'm trynna go home , these visits I get from my girl , ain't enough , I'm tryna get all up in there . Know what I mean . " She laughed and smirked , dapping me .

I laughed and dapped back , I started think of how , Tionne & I used to bang , girl can twirl her hips , and shit ! Oh lord.

" Aye man wake up ! "  Tatiana snapped in my face ; " You thinkin' about her again ? "