Meara's pov
I finally told Cole goodbye and was able to get upstairs. As i sunk myself into the bath tub one thought ran through my head. Why would he like you? Im ugly, fat, not worth it, and no ones ever liked me.
I jump out of the bath tub and run to my room. After putting on clothes i dropped to my knees. Sobbing and screaming i walked around my room and tried to find my insanity as the thoughts went through my head.
Your worthless
A nobody
Loser
Fat
Annoying
Unlovable
Fake
The thoughts swarmed into my head and i fell on my bed. I started punching the wall till they felt numb. Maybe tomorrow will be better
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RomantizmStruggling with life on her back Meara Smith struggles with love,death,revenge, and family. All mixed into hogh school it will be a bumpy road but what will happen.