Great Pretender (Editing) part 1 & 2 *on-going*

GP2-Chapter 2.5-Changes.

Christine

Naging Bestfriends ko si Larry na mahigit pitong taon. 7 years kilala namin ang isa't isa pero ipinaghiwalay kami ng tadhana dahilan na magkalabo kami. but apparently i went back 
to  Australia to meet him Again. And fortunately we did. pero may pagbabago na. He Keep sending me an Email about the Girl who worked their Cafe, but i didn't bother to reply because it makes me feel so Fool. Junior Highschool pa lang kami gusto ko na siya. Gustong-gusto. but i dont have the guts to tell him about how i feel towards him, because it might broke our closeness. baka mawala ang tatlong taon naming pagsasama noon. so i endured the pain. i saved my feeling for him and firmly decide to tell him if the time will come. at yun yung pagbabalik ko dito.

Bumalik ako .. and i was straightly went to their cafee because i know he was there , And the moment i came in that cafe i wasn't wrong. Anong ginagawa niya? Guess what. nagpapansin sa girl na palagi niyang sinasabi sakin through ''email'' at pano ko namalaman na siya yung girl? He keep sending me a pictures too. yes. ganun niya ka gusto si ''Angela Mendez" ang galing diba? magaling. So i didnt hesitate to approach him. i wanted to say ''NOTICE ME LARRY PLEASE'' but i can't because i dont have the guts nor the courage. and i still waiting ... way back then I am so jelous of that girl. Ako na matagal nang hinahangad ang atensyon ni Larry sa kanya na punta at binaliwala niya.

and now the reality is I am already married to him for almost 3years but I was like an invisible person in his life; that never existed. 1week ng lumipas simula nung namatay ang anak namin. Because of Leukemia. I hate to say that after she died Larry made a distant. real far.and I couldn't help but cry every night. Nasasaktan ako. kung alam ko lang na magiging ganito ka mesirable yong buhay ko pag kinasal kami SANA di ko nalang siya pinilit na magpakasal kami. Mahal ko siya pero Mahal niya si Angela. kong maibalik ko lang ang nakaraan. KUNG PWEDE lang SANA ginawa ko na. I have to acccept the fact that I am just being like this.; and just accept his offer which is the divorce. perma nalang ang kulang ko at magiging opisyal na kaming hiwalay. i took a deep breathe and lay down unto the bed.

''My Yandere if you're going to ask me what is the feeling  of being married with you...I'd absolutely says...... Being Married with you was the nicest Feeling aside of having a Loving family... napakasarap mong mahalin kahit na di mo magawang mahalin ako.. Yes.. i may be stupid for loving you this much and receive nothing in return but believe me what i felt for you was really true. highschool pa lang tayo minahal na kita ng sobra. i was about to confess what i felt but then my parents told me to go at the states and stay there  for the meantime. kaya ayun. akala mo parang okay lang sakin yun.?! hindi rin yun madali para sakin. masakit sa part ko na iwan ka at mangingibang bansa ako. dahil nasanay akong nakikita ka araw-araw simula nung naging kaibigan tayo'' i sob and let just my tears fall. as my tears fell i couldn't help but continue sobbing....