So he's been offline for days now and I don't know, I miss him! I miss his 'hi' 'hey bby' and compliments and his I love yous. I miss HIM. But... Even if he's online.... He'll just brush me off after how many words again. Or ask me the same question he asks that would piss me off. And I don't like that. Cause it makes me think like, "is it really me? Or my virginity?" Or sometimes I think that what if he's cheating on me. I know that I sound.... I don't know! But I'm just scared. Cause during that time he asked me about having a relationship, I told him I was scared that he might leave me soon for reasons. He said no. BUT WHAT IF HE LIED!!!!
Sigh.
Nah.
Maybe he's just..... Busy.
You know.
College.
Yea. Maybe.
Now, for the 258 push-ups. (Cause I shared a post and a lot of my friends liked and commented on it so yeah.)
-October 4, 2015 1:40PM
