Jacks p.o.v.
Jack stop it! You've been watching his videos for 6 hours now! It's time to go to bed. I have been arguing with myself for far to long now. It's either you like Mark, or you don't. Nothing in between! There's no maybe when I comes to the heart. I, forcefully, gathered my things from my living room and went to my bedroom. Taking off my day clothes and putting on my pair of markiplier pajamas. I felt warm and safe whenever I wore these to bed. I've been having some crazy nightmares lately, and these make me feel like I'm not alone. I have him with me. Like I said, with the heart, there's no in between. I need to quit fighting with my heart.. I give up, I've fallen in love with my best friend. I look at my clock on my side table, 11:11, i close my eyes and whisper a wish from the deepest part of my heart. "I wish there was a sign telling me if I should pursue it or let things go by." Just after I said my wish I heard a noise I could pick out from any other. "Hey Jackaboy! How are you doing?" Trying to stop my cheeks from lighting up, I turned away pretending I heard a noise. "Jack? You ok?" "Oh ya sorry something fell I was looking what it was" "Then look at me" I turn my face, which is only a little red now, to see a man with dark brown hair and scruff around his lip and chin. "Hi there jack" his voice was soft and deep. His tone was loving and calm. "Hi markimoo" he smiled and his eyelids lowered a bit. There's definitely no use fighting my love for this amazing man.
Marks p.o.v.
Jack looked diffrent today. Not in a bad way. I don't even think that man has a bad side. Every part of him is perfect. From his baby blue oceanic eyes to his sweet irish accent. "Hi there jack" "Hi markimoo" I loved it when he calls me that. It sounds beautiful rolling from his lips. "Jack you ok? Your face is red. Are you feeling ok?" "Oh ya I'm fine" we sat and smiled at eachother for a little while till I got a message "Hey Jackaboy I have to go. I'll text you!" "Ok bye mark" I waved good bye and clicked the end button on skype. I have loved jack for a long time now. I just don't have any clue how he feels or if he is in to.. men. For now. I will love him from a distance.
Jacks p.o.v.
I hope I pulled that off good enough. I pulled away from my laptop and made sure I had my phone in my hand so I wouldn't miss a text from mark. I did not want to go to sleep. Not until he said goodnight first. "I better put on a pot of coffee" I waited. My hands were on my marble counter top and I zoned out listening to the drips of the liquid onto the bottem of the clear pot. Ding ding "MARK!" My phone, which was in my hand, was quickly brought to my sight.
Mark: hey jack sorry for not texting sooner I've been doing somthing.
Jack: no worries man whats up?
Mark: um I actually have a question I want to ask you?
Jack: ofcourse mark whats going on?
Mark: so I think.. I think I might be gay. What do I do?
Jack: really mark. Well there's nothing to be ashamed of. And you'll always have me so don't worry much:)
Mark: that's great to hear jack. Thank you. :) hey isn't it late in ireland.
Jack: yea but I'm fine I'd rather talk to you anyway. Oh btw I have a question for you. I need advice.
Mark: sure I will do my best to help.
Jack: well i... I'm bi. And I have a thing for this guy but I don't know how to tell him.
Mark: who is It, maybe I can help.
Jack: I can't say. You know him though.
Mark: ok tell me a bit about him.
Jack: um well he's a youtuber. He has dark hair and beautiful eyes. And an amazing voice.
Mark: well he sounds amazing. You'll have to tell me more someday. But it's really late for you. Your going to need your rest. Goodnight jack :)
He is amazing. Mark why cant I just tell you it's you. I've made it so obvious. Maybe that's my sign. Anyway he said goodnight first. So I'm off to bed.
