Hidden Talents

Chapter 2: dreams and school

A\N HAY GURL HAY! Haha well im gonna make this short and sweet and say....I GOT LIKE 12 READS AFTER LIKE 2 DAYS!!!!! AHHHHHHHH  

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I LOVE YOU ALL! :D 

Ok, im done :) 

So without further ado.... 

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Chapter 2 (Merediths POV)

'Slut' 

'Ugly' 

'Fat' 

'Worthless' 

'Nothing' 

Those are all the words that are thrown at me day by day. Sometimes I can't even take it anymore and one day, I know I'll lose it. Im gonna crack. 

Break. 

Shatter into a million pieces. 

Sooner or later, I will.

.............

I wake up, groggy, and I shut my alarm off. 

I have that dream every night. Every night. All it is are the words that people call me on a regular basis.

Great, I have school today. Joy. *note the sarcasm*  

I jump out of bed and walk like a zombie to my bathroom and look into the mirror. UGH. Thats not a pretty site...*shudder*

I run a comb through my hair and it falls into its usual long, brown waves like always, then I brush my teeth, and I clean my face.

I look at the clock and it reads 6:34. CRAP! I have to leave the house and walk to school at 7:00 so that leaves me with like 25 min. to get ready!

I run to my closet and throw open my doors. What to wear, what to wear? 

After a long disscussion in my mind, I decide on a light pink sweater that says: A big shoutout to all the sidewalks, for keepin me off the streets, some galaxy leggings, and black uggs. I put on some light makeup: eyeliner, mascara, and some foundation.

I grab my backpack and ,literally, run down the stairs. I get down there and go into the kitchen and grab a bowl and some chocolate Special K cerial. Yum. (A/N best cerial ever!)

I quickly eat that and wash my dish in the sink. I run up to my dad, who was watching me scurry in amusement this whole time, and give him a hug and a kiss and then i was out the door.

I start walking down the sidewalk in the direction of the school, but halfway there I hit something really hard and fell on my butt. 

'Im so sorry! I didnt see you there!' I tried to explain to the person, whom which I ran into, without looking up. 

'Oh, if it isnt Meredith! Clutz! Seriously watch out where your going, bitch.' 

He kicked me in the rib cage and my head and sauntered off without a care in the world.

I lay there wondering when this was going to end but i was interupted when a foot caught my face. I looked up and the person just kept walking like he didnt just step on my face. Ugh.

I get up on my feet and keep walking, even though my ribs hurt like hell.  

I finally make it to school at around 7:10 so i had like 20 min. till school acually started. I walked down the hallways, ignoring the people wispering and laughing at me, and walked up to my locker. Once I grabbed my stuff and shut my locker, I started walking to my first class of the day: Math.

While I was walking, I was listening to what people were saying about me. 

'She's so ugly!' 

'Why is she even here, she is just a waste if space!' 

'She should just go kill herself'

Ok. Now that one was hurtful. I was too engulfed in thinking about what it would be like to ACUALLY die that I didnt realize that there were tears streaming down my cheeks. I run to my next class and hurridly sit down before anyone can bother me or ask me why im crying (not that anyone would care).

The bell rang

'Ok class, today we are learning about...'

I zoned out after that. BORING.

After about 8 hours of pure agony, school finally ends and I quickly grab my bag and my books and get the hell out of this place.

On my way home, im stopped by someone.  

'Ew, who let you near us?' The biggest slut of the school asks. 

'Ew, who let you near me?' While im mentally congragulating myself for standing up to her, a prissy, long finger nailed, fist comes in contact with my jaw.

'That should teach you to keep your mouth shut you dumbass bitch! Who even let you on this earth? You should just do everyone a favor and kill yourself.'

She and her 'possy' walk away laughing mennacingly, while I just stand there thinking about what she said.

Is it true? 

Should I just do it? 

No one would miss me. 

I dont have any friends.

These thoughts ran through my head as I run home crying my eyes out. 

I run through the front door, up the stairs, and into my bedroom and lock the door. 

I go into my bathroom and lock that door too.

I grab my hidden razor blade that I keep taped underneath my sink and sit on my floor, still crying.

As tear drops fall onto my leg, I put the razor down onto the top of my thigh and I swipe it across, not really feeling the pain because of numbness out of doing this so many times. 

I do that 5 more times and quickly put my razor away again. I open my bathroom door and my bedroom door and slip into some pajamas (a rolling stones t-shirt and some girls boxers) and put my hair in a high messy bun. I wash my face, brush my teeth, and quietly slip into bed, even though its only 7:45. I just need some sleep after this crappy day i've been having.

After that, i fall into a deep sleep filled with restless nighmares.

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HI! Sorry this chapter is so depressing but it means alot to me because i was bullied in school so this is really personal. 

Anyway! On a happier note! I think you all should follow @Ldiablo 

Because shes awesome and i said you should. DO IT! SHE IS WRITING AN AWESOME BOOK. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO!  

Ok im done :) 

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