Chapter 20 – May I ?
Okay…We’re all alone in a restaurant.Should I consider this as a date or what? Yeeeeeeeeeks. Why am I smiling like an idiot? C’mon It’s a crush right? Right guys? You’re with me!
“Okay.I have a question” Gregg said. Okay greggy c’mon what’s your question? “You look like Tori right?” Okay why do we need to include my friend here? Where are we heading? “Uhmm yeah.alot of people say that I look like Victoria Justice but I have a different nose,the color of my eyes and yeah,I’m british. Why?” and then I gave him a confused look. “I really like her you know?and I’m pretending that you’re Tori.yeah it’s working.You think I have a shot on her?” Okay,My friend is not a liquor that you can have a shot on. Gosh!What’s up with this man?I mean he’s hot but…really?He likes Tori not me L “I-uh..I definitely think you have.but…” Then he leaned towards me. Eep! What the freak are you doing now?
“Mehhh,I now think if I date Tori,I’ll think of you.alot!” He said. Why would you do that? I mean… you’ll date her and you’ll think of me?! And why the hell am I blushing? “Okay walk me through it..I don’t get it.” I said.
“Here’s the thing.I’m really talkative.right?” I nodded. “and I tend to lie…to..uhm..for..myself…” Why would he lie?! “I really don’t like Tori.” He said. “I seriously don’t know how to act infront of a girl.that I may like.” “aaaand?” I said “I don’t know if I like you or what.I’m confused.Eh?” and then I shrugged. “You know?you have to think about it first before you broadcast it.In the mere future..you know.you might hurt someone when you do that.Expecting is not good.It’s hurtful” I said. Then I slouched. “Di-did I hurt you Jem?” He asked “No—no you didn’t. I have some experience…I expected too much.But I’m okay now.But I hope that you don’t do that.It hurts so much.I got to the point that I want to rip my heart out and throw it at him.So he knows how much hurt I have inside.” I said.
“Come here Jem” He said and then he opened his arms widely then we hugged. Yey! “You’re too pretty to get you heart broken.May I fix your broken heart?” He asked. “How are you gonna fix this?” I asked. “Just let me handle it okay?But….I don’t want you to expect or something.I’m just doing this because I don’t want you to be broken.I want you to be happy.HAPPIER. than ever.I can do that right?No expectations aright?” then I nodded.
“After our shoot tomorrow,let’s go to London Eye.is that okay?” he asked . It is okay. Butttt. “I have to check my schedule first. Is that okay?” I mimicked him. Mehehe.. “Okay Ms.” Then we headed out.
He dropped me infront of the flat. I can see that the boys are looking at their window. And JEN?! She’s looking also? C’mon..
“Goodbye Jem!Text me what’s your agenda for tomorrow.” He said and then I nodded. He leaned over me. I closed my eyes and pout my lips. 5…4…3…2…1… No? Yeah.cool. He just unbuckled my seatbelt. Awkward. Then he chuckled. “You don’t have to do that.” I said then I rolled my eyes. “Hahahaha!You should’ve seen your face!” Urrrrgh “Byeee!” I said then I head inside.
@our flat
“So how was it?” Jen asked . “Ughhh!Not you,too!” then she laughed. “I see myself in you 10 years ago or 20? I dotn actually know.I’m like that also.you know.Brad.” and then I wiggled my eyes. “Pitt?” I asked then she nodded. “I get that thing for him.I always have butterflies in my stomach and then when we…uhm.did…it.I feel so vibrant!” She said. “TOO MUCH INFORMATION JENNIFER ANISTON.” I shouted. Then someone BARGED inside again.
“I saw that he kissed you.” Niall said. “HE DIDN’T!” I shouted. “Weeeeell?how do you explained this?!” he shoveled the phone in mah face! And yeah it looks like we’re kissing but we’re not. “I was expecting for a kiss.but no he didn’t.” I said then I looked at the ground and whispered “I was hoping that he will though”
“So he didn’t?” Zayn followed me at the kitchen. “Yes.He didn’t.” I answered. “Oh thank god.Our baby’s lips are still virgin right?” he said and then I laughed.”My gosh Zayn! Logan kissed me. Remember?” “OOOOH yeah.that douchebag” then I got some ice cream.. “Get me something delicious too!” Zayn said. Whatever.
What I like about them is they’re so protective.in a good way… Okay…
But tomorrow…we might go out!when I say we I mean Gregg and Me. Yey me! Helloooo London Eye. Okay why am I excited? Remember..no expectations..
Oh and Juju and Selly will go here ! So yey me again!
And now,these bad boys want to hang out again in our flat.
“You boys remind me of Chandler and Joey” Jenniefer said.. “You mean F.R.I.E.N.D.S.?” I said and then we high fived. “W-w-w-hy?” Niall asked. “You know…in our show,they always hang out in our apartment. All of them. And it was so fun!” She said. I love that show! Seriously..
“okay Jen.WHO?” Niall shouted. “Chandler and Joey.they’re one of the characters in my show way way way back then.and they always go to our apartment.ALWAYS.just like you guys!” Jen said.
Then Nialler smiled proudly.C’MON!
