I closed my eyes and took a deep breathe. I turned around and ran. I ran away from Cameron. I ran away from the girls. From everyone possible.
I suddenly slipped again, remembering I had heels on. My knees hit the floor with a thud. I screamed through pain. I took fast, paced deep breaths trying to calm myself down.
After my breathing hitched to its normal pace, I got up. I limped all the way to the other side of campus. I finally gave in, and dropped to the floor once again.
I curled up into a ball and ran my hands through my slightly knotted hair. I looked at my knees and they were all bloody and scraped.
I suddenly felt the urge to get up, and feel confident. I got up, and slowly walked. I winced on every step I took. I felt several arms evaluate my figure and I winced again. I looked back and saw the girls.
Tears were rolling and I wanted to break down, but I can't. I can't have my face all over the world, saying I'm a cry baby. I'm sensational. Anything can happen.
They all hugged me individually. But, the part I broke down was in Lauren's arms. Lauren squeezed me tighter and rubbed my back. I still broke down in tears.
Lauren pulled back and looked right into my eyes. I did the same, tears still barging in. "Is this because of..." She paused a bit, making sure I'm ready.
"A-Austin." I continued. After I said his name, I broke down once again.
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*FlashBackkkkkk*
Right now, I'm still working on songs with my girls. Austin has been working on his also, but not really answering any of my calls nor texts. I usually check his Twitter and Instagram with his pictures and tweets.
Although, I looked at a recent photo by Austin. '10 Mins Ago' it read. I smiled and tapped on the photo.
"Although Mila is my princess, I've found someone that's my Queen." I furrowed my eyebrows. I looked at all the comments and some read, 'Oh shit, his other recent picture with Becky!'
I went to his other picture with some girl probably being Becky. I read the caption, 'My one and only. Love you Becky.' By now, my eyes watered.
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alright, I added Austin Mahone and Becky G because, why not?
Anyway there's nothing much to say bc I'm bored and tires. So ya,
Enjoy!! -Bella/Brie/Barie
