I Didn't Mean To // Chapter 4

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//Chris's p.o.v.//
After school was over we walked back to Ricky's and now we're just chilling out listening to music in his room.

He's sprawled out on his bed with his hands underneath his head, his elbows aligned with his ears and his eyes closed as he just bobbed his head slowly to the music.

I'm in his computer chair picking songs and admiring how perfect he is. He looks so calm and soft, he's really adorable.

I saw him smile, his eyes still closed, "You really do have great music taste," he complimented as I put on Hollowed Bodies by Cannibal Corpse.

I smirked, "I try."

I then put a couple albums on shuffle and queue after the song was over and sat on his bed close to him.

He must've felt my presence because he opened his eyes and smiled at me, "You really do have gorgeous eyes."

As soon as he said that his eyes went big and he covered his mouth with his hand. He kept trying to say something along the lines of "I'm so sorry!" But he was so embarrassed he just kept stuttering.

I blushed and looked down a little biting my lip slightly, knowing that he must be into me, "Hey it's okay, don't be sorry. You have really gorgeous eyes too."

I saw him blush really bad and he sat up and got close to me, "Y-you think so?" he stuttered obviously still totally flustered and embarrassed in the whole situation.

I looked at him and nodded still biting my lip, "I definitely think so, a lot of things about you are gorgeous," okay well, I didn't mean to say the last part but it happened anyways.

He looked me right in the eyes and then they quickly moved down to my lips then back up at my eyes, "You're gorgeous in every way."

Fuck I c a n n o t take this. He's so fucking cute and he's even cuter when he's all embarrassed, like fuck. The only problem is, we just met, I don't want to rush into anything. We know almost nothing about each other. But, if we got closer in this way, we would learn a lot about one another. But if we just get to know each other when we're together like that, what happens if we break up, we probably couldn't be friends. Oh whatever fuck it.

I pulled him into me by his hips and kissed him then wrapping my arms around his waist. He fell right into the kiss not fighting back and put his hand at the back of my neck pulling me closer and the other holding the side of my face. I licked his lower lip asking for entrance and he let me in with no hesitation. He slid on my lap and we were making out when he leaned his forehead against mine breathing slowly, oh fuck that's hot.

"Chris.."

"Mm yes?" I responded kissing his cheek and jawline.

"I don't want to fuck our friendship up, but I also want to be with you so much.."

He sounds so sad, he's thinking exactly what I was thinking.

"Hey Ricky, let's promise each other now - if we ever break up, no matter what happens, we still remain friends and be as close as we can be, okay?"

He smiled and nodded biting his lip, "Alright, I promise."

"And so do I. I promise."

He looked me in the eyes and pulled closer to me, "So.. What are we?"

"We're each other's."

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