On that snowy day

Miracles in December?, if only...

* sigh

"It's snowing."

The blonde boy thought while walking around the park that held so much memories for him.

Everywhere he looks it somehow reminds him of the sweet-bitter past that he oh so love to go back to.

If only the time machine was invented. If only, that's all it's going to be for him. That one painful word that always manages to pierce his heart.

If only I did this...

Maybe you would still be here by my side. Smiling that cute smile of yours where nothing seems to be wrong and everything is at where it should be

If only this happened...

I wouldn't be so depressed and drown in my own sorrow

If only we never met...

Then none of this would ever happen and we would just be two complete strangers, who didn't knew and loved each other.

"Is that what I really want? To have never met you?"

He thought while walking towards their, her, favorite swing and sitting on it.

After sitting on it, he looked up and admired the sky and cloud's beauty.

A habbit he picked up from her.

* drip

"Huh?"

Without him knowing it, tears are already falling from his eyes.

Instead of wiping it he just laughed bitterly. He never imagined, that he, Min Yoongi, would turn so vulnerable to the point that even the slightest touch might break him.

"Rhian... * shaky sigh why? Tell me?"

He kept repeating, voice always breaking at some point, as his tears keep falling.

Why?

Is the only thing he could ask and think off.