Are You Mine? (Ssohpkc X Reader)

Why Not Now?

As the memory faded into the brightness of your computer screen you shakily typed back to him.

Y/N: Yeah...I remember

S: Where did you go?

 Y/N: Does it matter?

S: Of course it matters. I've only seen the you through your words and I wanted to spend more time with the you that can add emotion and life to those same words.

A sharp pain ran through somewhere within you but you couldn't exactly pinpoint from where.

 Y/N: As I remember you saying I'm still "Just a fan"

It was a few minutes before you heard back from Seamus, but when he finally got back, what you saw made that pain better yet worse.

S: I have no excuses for saying that. Nor an excuse for leaving you behind. It's no secret that I just got out of a very serious relationship and I guess I was scared that if I brought anything up to the guys they'd pry and pry until I blurted everything. At the time my logic was probably something about how they wouldn't have understood. They would have tried to talk me into no seeing you anymore because I would have been using you as a rebound. And (Y/N) I know myself that you're not just a rebound and you actually mean something to me. So I want to prove it to the guys before they can jump the gun to judge. But will you give me the chance to prove myself?

So he did feel something for you. At least that's what he said and there was only the one instance where it seemed like he didn't. But that one time was in front of the Creatures themselves. Was it worth the chance that he might be telling the truth?

Y/N: How?

S: What do you want me to do? I'll do anything within my jurisdiction to prove what you mean to me.

Y/N: I don't know...

The chat went silent and you jumped as an incoming call from Skype jolted you from your intense stare into the computer screen. You clicked answer with video before checking to see who it was out of habit and screamed  when you saw the face on the window. His smug little chuckle skimmed through your speakers.

"Am I really that influential?" he chuckles

"No, I just wasn't paying attention when I answered the call. But more importantly, how did you find me on here?" This sort of freaked you out because the two of you had never exchanged other forms of contact info.

"Before you go labeling me a stalker, it's not my fault you put your YouTube name as your Skype profile too." He shifted around in his chair a bit and rubbed the back of his head. "Also, since there was nothing special about how you wanted me to prove myself to you I've made a split decision." He paused and a warm color became obvious under his skin. "I'm gonna fly in to visit you for as long as I need to so we can decide on what to do next."

Instinct took over and denial was the first to rise, "You can't be serious right? You've got so much work with the guys upstate that you wouldn't even be able to come to here till around 4 months from now. By then I'm sure you'll have lost the want to see me." You hid your face in your hands, "I'm sorry, this just isn't something I'm used to."

You started rocking back and forth to calm yourself and when you finally looked back up you saw Seamus leaned forward in his chair with more concern on his face than the first time he met you in the convention.

"(Y/N) are you okay?" 

"I-i don't know. I think so. I just sorta blanked out."

"Where are you?"

You looked at him with a confused expression, "I'm at home, why?"

He shook his head and ran his hand up from his chin, over his face, and through his hair. "That's not what I meant. I mean where are you because I'm coming over, now."

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SO sorry about the lack of an update guys. School was starting to ramp up and then Homecoming came and went. Only to be followed by various competitions for school so I honestly just haven't had the time to cater to y'all and for that I am very sorry.