My best friend..

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I have a friend who is really suicidal. He always came to me about any situation. Especially suicidal thoughts. Before I go into detail I'm going to tell you how we met. I was walking in the hallways of school one day, I saw another kid pushing him. I walked up to him while it was happening and helped him, I told the kid that was bullying him to leave him alone. From then on we became close friends. Well one day my phone bill was due and I was not able to pay it until the next day. My friend tried getting ahold of me. I didn't have Wi-Fi or any sort of contact with anyone because of my phone bill. I finally got to my little brothers school to get him from the after school program and got Wi-Fi. I had about 30 messages from him that day. He thought I was ignoring him. By the time I got to his house it was too late..he committed suicide. To this day I still blame myself because I wasn't able to be there for him. He killed himself because somebody at school was always bullying him. Calling him names, calling him a nerd or ugly. Well this bully pushed him down the stairs of school and told him to kill himself. I was his best friend. He was like a big brother to me. I was his only friend.

I just want everyone to know once again you're not alone. Keep your head up. You're all beautiful. Don't let anyone bring you down!

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