Treading Lines

Monday

Amelia

I wake up in the bed alone again. Its monday so he is working and I am left with nothing.

I get up out the bed as my head is pounding from the sunlight stating its existence through the curtains. I growl a little and walk toward the bathroom, looking over myself in the mirror I find myself covered in less bruising than last week. My eye is more open now as from the four punches delivered to it.

I frown a little bit at myself and turn away swallowing my angry pride that I always seem to choke on. Pulling my tank top over my body I let a tear slide down my cheek, You'd be surprized to know that I am not crying for myself, but for the child soon coming into this world.

You see, John was never this mean in the beginning but when I told him I didn't want children, he changed. He became ruder, ignorant and arrogant. Critising me and always looking at other women as if they were to be his children's mothers.

He thought every other women was perfect if she wanted children. If she had children he would scowl at me angrily.

"What makes her so much better than us?" He would ask pointing out the next women with her big pregnant belly or her little children running around while she was rubbing her big pregnant belly.

You can say I was upset, or even a little bit jealous but still even in my own right I could be. I hated the fact that I just didn't want children. It was just something about them.

I yawned as I started the shower and stepped in, letting the warm waters cover my body and soothe my aching pains.

As I dropped the tile to start a bath I let the water fill up around me before starting to groom myself. I soon found myself lost in my own daydreams of what having children would be like. I ran a hand over my tummy as I sank back lost in a land full of baby fever.

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John

I was so angry. I didn't understand why Amelia just wouldn't give me a family. I watched as a lady on her second child walked pasted me with her 5year old in the back of the shopping basket. I smiled as the small boy smiled and giggled at me. His small fingers waving.

I waved back and walked up to him. "Are you being a good boy for mommy?"

He nodded. "Yes sir." He toothy grin shown proudly. I was so proud of him.

I gave him a high five and walked away. An aching sensation running through me. I hated the fact I didn't have a son yet, or a daughter for that manner.

I walked up to the cashier line with a basket of products, some feminine and others for myself.

Getting up to the cashier I smiled seeing her protruding stomach. "How far along are you?" I asked.

She smiled as her mate came up to her and kissed her head. "4 months tomorrow." She was beaming with happiness.

I was so happy for her, the start of their family.

Walking to the car I was so angry. All I wanted was a family, a happy family.

I was so filled with jealousy that I wanted to hurt someone. I soon started up the car and drove out.

I was really having baby fever and for a man with a mate, that's normal but not when the woman is opposite of you. Its horrible. She doesn't want a child at all.

It pisses me off.

Getting home I walk into the house and see her on the floor. I am guessing she slipped or something. Grabbing her up by her hair I deliver some angry blows into her face before kicking her ribcage.

/////Then I snap..////

"Why do you refuse to give me A FAMILY?!!?" I yell, asking her for the millionth time.

She whimpers against the floor boards.

"Why do you deny me a child?"

I was sad. I was angry..pissed off.

"I..can." she started before I delivered a punch in her face.

"You what?" I asked angrily kicking her again. Part of me wanted to kill her so I stopped.

I grabbed all of the feminine products through them at her. "Since you won't give a life maybe someone should take the ability away from you!!"

I hated her. We had been together for a year and a few months now. We were to get married soon.

"Its not that I won't.." she began but I grabbed her by her hair and slapped her into the television set showing parents with babies.

I growled at her and walked out. I couldn't stand the sight of her.
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Amelia

I laid there taking in the sight of the babies on the television. It wasn't that I was denying him a family..

I was just scared

The pain soon became too much for me and I soon slipped into unconscienous.
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A/N

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I promise a longer one next!

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