Stormy Sun

Part 1

Now I know what your thinking "why stormy sun?" Well it's simple (actually complex) see I was never your typical teenage girl nor was I extremely different. I was sort of in between. I wasn't the most popular girl or the prettiest in fact I don't believe I'm even close to being as pretty as the popular girls. Every guy loves them and every girl wants to be them except me. I've never understood why guys find cheerleaders so attractive, sure they are pretty but they are not the brightest girls in the bunch. Now I'm not suggesting that every guy should like a girl like me because everybody deserves love no matter what. However, I have yet to experience this so called love. No guy has ever really liked me so I don't know what it feels like to be loved by a guy that's not family. Like I said I'm not your normal everyday girl. I'm the girl you go to copy her homework or for advice, apparently I give really good advice, I'm sort of a matchmaker though I haven't been able to work my magic on myself. I am outgoing and really weird, the fun weird people love hanging out with me. People say I'm popular and have a lot of friends when in reality I have a group of about 6 people that I love to death the rest are just people I socialize with at times. I mean just because you say hi to someone or make a couple jokes with someone it doesn't necessarily make you friends. People like to talk to me but not everybody knows who exactly I am. Plus the fact that my phone doesn't blow up with a million text messages kind of proves that I'm not popular and guys aren't dying to date me. But I was fine with that well that was until I met him. He was the sun to my stormy day, the sunshine to my darkness. I didn't even know I needed him but he knew I did, he changed my life.
It all started on a stormy day. Rain was coming down and so was lightning kind of how my day went. I was broken inside and nobody would've noticed because I don't like to show my sadness to the world. My life goal is to make people happy not bug them with my problems. It was a pretty dark time for me I didn't want to go to school in the first place but my parents forced me to go. I didn't think anybody would notice but then Sebastian Olzanski, my best friend, looked at me and asked what was wrong. I never understood why he was my best friend I mean he was a popular kid I didn't think he would even notice me in the first place but he managed to be my best friend. Anyways the second he asked if I was okay I broke. Tears were starting to roll down my cheeks the second he saw me crying he immediately pulled me in for a hug we stayed there hugging for what felt like forever... it was a feeling unexplainable. When he let go that's when I got a chance to tell him everything from my family problems to my friend/ex problems and I know he probably didn't care about all of my problems but it was kind of nice to have him to talk to, well having a best friend in general. We weren't your typical only lasts 2 months friendship we've been friends since 5th grade. I trust him more than I trust my own parents, we have a really high comfort level with eachother maybe that's why so many people tell us that we're "friendship goals" but really isn't that the way all friendships should be. Well anyways I told him everything that was hurting me emotionally and physically tears were still rolling down my cheeks me looking down at the ground trying to avoid eye contact because I didn't want to see the judgement everybody has in their eyes when I tell them my problems. But then Sebastian lifted my head up stared straight in my eyes and said "its all gonna be okay" in a whisper kind of way then leaned in and kissed me. Of course I was shocked at first I mean I had been crushing on Sebastian since we first met. I just assumed he didn't like me cause well I'm me why would anyone ever like me. The kiss was amazing it was the sun to my stormy day, butterflies were flying around in my stomach in ways I didn't understand. I've never felt this way.

*** Well this is my first part to my That Spanish Boy fanfiction cx hope you guys love it just keep in mind i wrote this at midnight :) **