One mistake after another

where did...

*Alex pov* 

"Alex please please wake up" I heard 'Ross?' I questioned soon I was deep dreaming

I was getting ready for my biggest performance yet New York Madison Square Garden.. I had on a blue glittery dress and white sparkly heels my hair in lovely medium curls my make up a light shade of blue and jewels on my eyes going down my cheeks, my manager told me I was up so I stood in my position and waited.....3........2.......1,,.....!!! I popped out everyone was screaming my name I began singing, everything felt perfect...... until..... "You selfish hag!!!!" , why were they calling me a hag what did I do? "you should just give up and die!!" I felt broken my own fans hated me. I ran out some how I was in my original clothes I kept running "get her!!!" what have I done!? I couldn't stop or they would kill me soon I was running out of road I tried stopping but I couldn't "out of road just give up it'll be eAsier for u!!" that's it! I ran my fastest and jumped, but the platform moved away right when I was almost going to land "NO!!!!!" I screamed "Alex!!! are you okay !?!?" soon I feel and hit then I woke up

"Ross!!!"I pulled him in and cried "Riker!! call the nurse!" what, what was happening? "Alex you have to let go, I need you to let go or you won't be safe!", "BUT I'M SAFE WITH YOU!" Ross released my hands from him I looked around " Hospital? why am I here? Ross what's happening!? Ross please ...... wait where's Zeke!!!??" I heard beeping I looked and saw the lines so high "you got into a pretty bad car crash. you've been the hospital for a year or so.-" Ross said "Alex," Riker came and sat on the bed where I sat, I put my head on his shoulder "Alex we thought you were dead" I think he felt me not breath cause he started rubbing my back and shhhing me.. "but...what...where's Zeke?" I asked them, they exchanged glAnces "he woke a few weeks after the crash then he just disappeared, let's not let that get to yah we have to tell your fans that your alive!" Riker got up and went to the nurse to sign the papers, well he's 21 so he's practically an adult, Ross handed me some of his clothes I put them on then we left, when we opened the main door I practically went blind "Ahh!" I kinda tripped but Ross catched me, he gave me a pair of shades then we went home...when i was about to open the door  the door swung open and Justin,Cyrstal, and Rydel jumped out and gave me a BIG huge "ALEX!!!!!! WE R SOOO GLAD YOUR ALIVE!!!!!!" they dragged me inside and sat me down, Crystal told me the drama from school, turns out Cameron Troy ( captin of the football team) is a big fan of me...."no one is a bigger fan than me!!" Ross said giving me a big kiss... i had to go Riker wanted to come with so he drove, when i got home i saw my mom and we gave each other a big huge and i asked how she was , she said she was fine.. i went to my room but something didnt seem right i went to Zeke's room and found nothing there "Mom!! where's Zeke?" i yelled my mom came in and i could tell she was sad "he went with your- his dad" wait his dad? " mom what are you not telling me "Zeke has a different father and so he went to live with him"  my mother had a tear running down her cheek " mom can u please leave", "but-" she was about to continue but i cut her off " MOM....PLEASE LEAVE!!!!" i couldnt be strong any longer i broke down crying..