I opened the door to see a huge room. I think it's the living room. It has fuzzy white carpets. Brown walls. A piano! That's so cool.
I wonder where my room is?
"I'll show you."
I said that aloud?
"Yeah you did." Zayn said.
We walked up to my room and when I walked in I was speechless. Everything was beautiful. It's tiffiny blue all over. (Me favorite color).
"Yu like it?"
"I LOVE IT!!!" I scream.
"Btw Zayn your name sounds familier. And your face. " I say. "What's your last name Zayn?" "Malik" oh my god. He was a baby sitter. When my dad was at a bar he would take care of me. "I know you! You were my babysitter when my dad went to the bar!" I yelled. He found me! But how? I don't know and don't care.
I ran down stairs and I saw perry el and Danni. "Oh my jeasus it's elenour perry and Danni. " I say. They are all beautiful. Unlike me who likes food to much. "I'll be right back" I say as I go into the other room and scream. "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPEND?" I scream and then come back in like nothing happend. Perry started eating Pixie Stix. I like this girl. "You like Pixie Sticks?" She asked. "Yeah why?" I asked. "Yur standing there practically drooling" okay so maybe I don't like her. "Uhm okay?" "I don't like you ether" she said. I fucking said that out loud again.
I ran to my room and slammed the door shut. I get mad easily. I scream into a pillow so no one can hear it. That's when Zayn comes in. "What's wrong" he asked.
"Why don't you go ask your bitch of a girlfriend?" I said with sass. He walks out and I heard yelling. From Zayn.
Fucking great.
I start crying into my pillow. I hate my life.
I shouldn't be here. On this earth. In this house. Maybe my dad was right. I'm worthless. Just taking up space. Wait. What and I thinking. I'm not worthless. I'll never be. I go to my bathroom and take out a razor.
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Tell meh
