forgive and forget

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Emilys POV

I called Kendall over tonight so we could set things straight with James and Si. He doesn't want to but I am kinda forcing him too. Him and James are not going to hate each other over this, they are too good of friends to do that.  James came home with us after the beach and Kendall is coming over right now. It's about 8 pm and Si is freaking out, she doesn't want to have Kendall yell at her like Logan did but I won't let that happen and neither will James. Katie is making some smoothies for all of us.  I went to my room to change into my pajamas. I put them on and they look like this:polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=76585178  Kendall will love them. I came down stairs and Si was wrapped in James' arms watching tv. She hasn't really said anything since her and Logan fought.  Kendall texted me and said he is on his way. Kendall's on his way~ Me  Great.~Si  Hey everything will turn out okay? I promise!~Katie  she handed us all our smoothies and sat on the couch next to me. I am really hoping we can fix this and tomorrow can fix Logan. 

Si's pov

Well I am pretty depressed and Emily is making Kendall come over here to talk about this. I really don't want to, all I want to do is lay in James' arms and cry.  I have been crying on and off and James just holds me and tells me everything will be okay.  I thought I could handle Logan getting mad but then what he told me about our dad and him screaming at me, hit me harder than I thought it would.  Kendall was pretty pissed when he left with Logan earlier and I'm scared he is going to flip out at me like Logan. I was getting up from James to go and put my pajamas on when I looked at his shirt. It was covered in mascara, I felt so bad.  I am so sorry! I promise I will buy you a new shirt~Me  Haha babe its okay, I have a lot more but just in case you should take all your makeup off.~ James  I gave him a look like really you want to see this face without makeup?  You will look beautiful with or without it.~James I just smiled got up and walked up stairs. I took off all my makeup, put my hair up and put these on:polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=76596752   

When I walked down stairs Kendall was on the couch sitting by Emily. Katie was on the floor laying down, playing on her phone.  James was on the other couch playing on his phone too. I walked over to the couch and sat down by James.  Okay yell at me, tell me how bad of sister I am!~Me  No, if your going to yell at someone yell at me because she has been yelled at enough today. I crossed the line and I understand that but you have to look at it from my view.~James  I'm not going to yell at anyone. I am still mad but Smash you really didn't deserve to be yelled at like that by Logan. He was just mad at James for kissing you and not listening to him~Kendall.  I don't need you to tell me about Logan. If he wants to say sorry he has to talk to me about it not through you.~me  Okay I understand that. All I want to know is why James? You knew that me and Logan would be mad!~Kendall  I know that, trust me I tried to stop but it's kinda something you can't control.  It just happened. Yeah I thought about you and Logan but I thought you guys would walk in my shoes and see what was going on.  Carlos, Em, and Katie were the only understanding ones.~James  Kendall this isn't just all James' fault. I was the one who came on to him and told him to ignore Logan. I never thought that Logan would get this mad so don't blame James. I want to know what I can do to not make you mad anymore except break up with James.~ME James wrapped me in his arms and Kendall was thinking of an answer. 

I would never ask you guys to break up. I understand what happened and I'm not mad that your together, I'm mad that you would do that to us. Like isn't that breaking the guy code? Dating your best friends sister even after he told you not to?~Kendall  Yeah it is but I don't think you guys will ever understand what I felt. If I hadn't fallen for here the instant I saw her I would have stayed away and listen to you guys. Normally I would be like I can't do this to my best friends but it was different. I'm not going to say sorry though because I am not sorry for kissing her and making her my girlfriend.~James  Kendall sighed and I knew why they were being so protective. It goes back to a little after my dad died and I don't like to talk about it.  James lets me and you go on a walk. I want to talk to you alone. Smash I'm not mad anymore just know that we got mad because we care and love you.~KEndall  I got up and hugged Kendall for a long time. I let go so him and James could go on a walk and talk. I know Kendall was going to tell him about me. I am okay with it because I would rather have him tell James than me have to choke it out through my tears.  James got up, kissed me and told me he will be back. I nodded my head because I was on the verge of crying. James knew and told me everything was going to be okay then kissed me again. Him and Kendall left and I sat down on the couch with Emily hugging me. 

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