It was mid-September (obviously). The summer days had just ended and the leaves had already began to change. "Great." I mumbled at my mom as I looked out the window of the school. "My favorite fucking season and I'm stuck here with them." I said quietly as I pointed to the girls across the guidance councilors office. What was the point? I was just gonna get bullied here too. I'm not going to be here long either.
My mom lowered my finger and glanced at the secretary who was already eye fucking us. "Stop being so goofy." Me mum chuckled nervously to me. Great new school and I'm already drawing attention to myself. My mom knew I didn't want to go to regular school. Yet here the fuck I am.
The last real school I went to, I ended up in the hospital. Who would have thought my own little sister would bully me out of school? I guess that's when I knew I couldn't trust anyone.
We must have been waiting in there for a fat ass minute, the councilor called my mom in to talk to him. All we were doing was signing me back into school. So why the fuck did it have to take so long.
I looked down at my worn out converse. I was already bored out of my mind. "I really don't want to be here." I sighed to myself. I sunk down in my chair and contemplated to put my head phones in. I mean why not? the office was now empty and the only ones here were me and ms. secretary lady. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I was probably going to have a panic attack while my mothers in there, if anymore people where to talk to me. I'm sorry. I don't like people.
"Just sign in please." I heard Ms. Secretary lady say. Here we go. more people. probably a tumblr obsessed preteen. I couldn't help but try and see who she was talking to. I'm nosy
There she stood. Almost (almost) not what I thought she would be. she was the only other punk I've seen all day. She wore her black long hair down and straight. Her old nirvana shirt fit loosely and her 90's grunge worn down skinny jean. But I have to say the black converse were definitely my favorite part. I noticed her wrist full of bracelets and couldn't help but wonder if she wore them like I did for the same reason. "Koi No Yokan..... She's going to be your best friend." My mother whispered into my ear. I jumped in fear grabbing my chest. Holy shit where the fuck did this woman come from and what the hell did she say. I steadied my breath as I looked back over to the girl who was now staring at me. she blushed when our eyes met and she quickly looked away.
"Alright we can leave now. I have to be here tomorrow so I really don't want to be here today." I said standing up. All of a sudden the room started going dark and I lost my balance falling onto the floor. I held my head as the light headedness went away and the room cleared back up.
"You okay?" My mom panicked as she rushed towards me. I sat up slowly. I started panicking on the inside knowing I was going to get questioned when we reach the house. if you cant tell I'm a very panicky person. i looked back over to the girl but she was already gone.
The ride back was quick. we lived seven streets away from the school. So I had to walk there the next morning. I really wish I didn't have too.
(A.N. just a preveiw. I think I should go on.)
