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Moons • Habitual Feature that's my own interpretation of "lunatic". I'm not mentally ill I'm emotionally ill and this, is my way of sharing my emotions cause one way or another I know. Your ill.

#heart #reallife #thoughts

FOR A MALFUNCTIONING HEART:

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by Joeweeeeee

by Joeweeeeee

You'll know it's damaged:

If it hurts when somebody says "you're beautiful".
If it hurts when you're happy.
If it hurts when somebody says "you're good"
If it hurts seeing the sun majestically rise every morning.
If it hurts thinking of your existence.
If it hurts every time you breathe.

And sometimes you're whole and complete, but then again you'll crush your own self with the thoughts of the past.

Then it will hurt again. And again. And again.

You will never understand
why it is happening.
why you have to go through all of this.
Why you, And not them. Or her.
Why him, Not him, Or him,
Why...

We leave no question marks for the why's because we're no longer asking, we're just accepting that
Yes! My heart is malfunctioning!
Yes! I may or may not hurt others!
Yes! I might even lose myself tryin' to find myself.
But yes! I know I can do this.