You're Not Alone

You're Not Alone Chapter 4

Sorry for the wait :P

DPOV

I was walking around the hotel aimlessly and just looking around. I can’t believe I was actually going through with this. I was going to marry Tasha when I was completely in love with Rose. But this was the right thing to do. The only way to protect her was to leave her. It hurt but I did it for her. I missed her so much and thought about her every day before I went to bed and every morning when I woke up. I woke up next to Tasha much to my dismay. We had had sex a couple of times but it was nothing compared to what happened in the cabin. It was just something that was expected from me I guess. I felt bad but at the same time I didn’t know what to think. Tasha had told me that Rose had gotten pregnant and had a kid but she didn’t say who the father was. I didn’t know what to think. I don’t know whose kid it was but I was jealous. That was supposed to be my kid, even thought it wasn’t possible. I loved her how could she do this to me? Wo you left her…she deserves to move on…but if my math is right she must have slept with the father of the kid when I just left. Now that kind of put a damper on my already shitty ass mood.

I noticed Tasha walking down the hall and she walked up to me. “Hey Dimkaaa” she said. I resisted a flinch, I hated that nickname. I put on a fake smile and answered.

“Hey Tasha whats up?” I asked. Ughh right now I just wanted to be alone!

“Well I was just going to meet Christian who just go here with Lissa and Rose.” I froze. Holy fucking shit!!!!! No one told me she was coming! How was I going to do this? She’d probably be all over the father of her child and ohhhhhh goddd. Three years and I still didn’t think I would be able to act normal around her and her kid.

“Oh ha that’s great.” I said as calmly as I could with a big fake ass smile. She fell for it.

“I know isn’t it!!!!” she squealed. “We haven’t seen them in like forever!!!!” she was practically jumping up and down by now. Ohhh geez fuck this was gonna be great. I hope you noted the sarcasm there.

“Well are you gonna come with me to go meet them now!!” she asked. Well I guess it wouldn’t hurt…not. But I’d have to see her some time.

“Ya sure.” I said with the most enthusiasm I could muster. She started walking the other way down the hallway and I followed. Deep breaths. In…out…in…out…in…out…Tasha ran down the hallway and straight at Christian and Lissa. I knew that they must both know about what happened between me and Rose because every time they came to visit us…let’s just say they weren’t the nicest and noted that they weren’t too fond of me.

I looked around to see if I could see Rose but she wasn’t here. Phewwww.

“Hello Guardian Belikov.” Christian said with a frown on his face. See I told you he didn’t like me.

“Christian what have I said…Dimka is practically your Uncle now you can call him Dimitri.” Tasha said to Christian.

“Ya I know.” He said.

“Hello Dimitri.” Lissa said. You could see the hatred in her eyes.

“Hello Lissa.” I said politely.

“Where’s Rose?” Tasha asked. Good, I didn’t wanna ask that but I sure wanted to know.

“Rose and Elena went to their room with Viktoria to take a nap before dinner.” Lissa said sneaking a small glance in my direction. Dinner…I can’t wait.

“Oh good” Tasha breathed. “I thought for a minute they weren’t coming! I wanted to see Elena…maybe then Dimka will open up to the idea of having kids.” Fuck! Did she just say that? Oh My God. From the look on Christian and Lissa’s face I guess she did. Ya not happening…the only person I wanted to have kids with, I couldn’t have kids with. Lissa looked pissed off and Christian looked like he was about to murder me. Okaaaay.