"Hey big bro." Zayn and I were video chatting again which always makes me happy.
"Hey Adrenaline Rush!! Vas Happenin?" Him and our mom used to call me Adrenaline rush all the time because I'm so impulsive and jumpy.
"Not much...I miss you! I can't stand being away from you"
"I miss you too Addy! I wish I could see you but you know he doesn't like you talking to mum or I. Speaking of dad, how has he been treating you?" I had told Zayn about dad abusing me when he started. Ever since then he's been trying to convince me to tell the poliice but I'm to scared.
"Not good. He's not just beating me anymore Zayn. I felt the tears puddle in my eyes and had to take a few breaths'. "He...he-" Zayn cut me off.
"What is he doing Addy? You know you can tell me." He was right. Zayn and I had that connection where we could tell each anything.
"He started raping me." I started to cry and I heard him mumble a few curse words under his breath.
"Jesus Addy. You need to tell someone!" I could tell he was pissed but I don't blame him at all.
"Zayn, I CAN'T! The one thing he didn't know was that dad had threatened me.
"Why the hell not? Addy you know I love you and I want you to be safe but you're not safe at all!"
"I know. But..But..He.." I've always had an issue of stuttering whenever I got scared or nervous.
"He what Addy? Please tell me." He looked like he was going to cry.
"he threatened me. Dad said if I or anyone else went to authorities he's lock me in the basement and wouldn't let me out. That wasn't all he said and I guess Zayn could tell.
"Addy I know you're still hiding something. Please Addy!" His eyes started to tear up now and it killed me inside.
"Jesus. He said he'd kill me and whoever I talked to last." Tears started streaming down his face and I heard footsteps on the stairs. Shit dad's home! He hates me talking to Zayn.
"Crap Zayn, I..I..I gotta go. He's home." My heart sank as I let those terrifying words break through my lips.
"Addy...I love you little sister. Please be careful."
"I lo-" I slammed my computer shut before even say I love him back. Only because my dad barged into my room. He's drunk..VERY drunk.
"DAD!" He came towards my bed tripping over his own feet. I sprung off the bed to the opposite side of my room. What is he going to do to me tonight?
A/N: Hello! First real chapter! What do you think? And yeah I know...awful way to end the chapter :( This chapter was short but don't worry it WILL get longer and much better!
