I woke up to and empty space next to me. I hated these types of days, waking up to no Justin. He would go to the studio and might not come home till late. It was gonna be boring day in this big house.
I wandered to the bathroom brushing my teeth. Justin would usually call by now to say that he is sorry for leaving so early. What's the point in saying sorry when you're gonna do it again. Anyway I don't really mind, it's his job. And it's good that he's into his work.
My phone started ringing. Right on schedule.
"Hey babe." I smiled at his voice
"Heyy, you okay." I asked putting my toothbrush away.
"Yeah I'm fine, I just wanted to tell you that I have an interview with Mtv so I won't be home till late."
How late?" I asked with a Frown on my face.
"Maybe like 6 or 7." He said quieter
"It's okay, I'll just order some pizza or something." I sighed biting my lip.
There hadn't been a day when me and Justin were just together. When he was working I wouldn't see him till late and then on his days off, his friends wanted to see him; There hasn't really been just a me and him day.
"I'm sorry babe, I know I've been leaving you at home a lot but I promise when this song is finished we will spend some time together." I could here the guilt
"It's fine, it's your job and I respect that."
"You sure."
"Positive."
"Love you." He sounded happier
"Love you too."
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The whole day I spent lounging around and eating food. It was seven and Justin wasn't home yet. I had ordered the pizza and it was in the oven staying warm. I pulled a blanket from behind the couch and snuggled down into it. It was so fluffy. I started to drift off into a deep sleep. I didn't want to sleep but I couldn't help it.
I was woken by the door slamming. I looked at my phone it was 11pm. Really Justin. I didn't bother going to greet him, even though I missed him loads, I was pissed off.
"*YN!?" He quietly yelled, (if you know what I mean)
I didn't answer I just snuggled even more into the blanket. I could hear his footsteps get closer.
"Babe?" He whispered not knowing whether i was asleep or not.
He knelt down and brushed my curly hair out of my face.
"Babe I'm s-" I cut him off by turning my head around facing the sofa.
"*YN look at me." He sighed
"No." I said into the blanket, pouting
"Babe please." Justin tried to turn me around but I wasn't having it. I sighed giving in and facing him. I raised my eyebrow at him waiting for a explanation.
"Look *YN I'm sorry it's just that I got really caught up with work that I hadn't noticed the time." I rolled my eyes.
"That's what you always say."
"I say it because it's the truth." Justin rested his arm on the sofa gazing at my eyes. His eyes though. Them warm hazel brown eyes, if I wasn't as stubborn, I would probably melt and kiss him all over, just by looking at his eyes.
"Well you should start noticing the time." I turned back around not facing him anymore.
"Come on *YN, we can't be like this all night. I said I'm sorry."
"What's sorry gonna do, the next day you'll do the same thing and expect me to be alright with you if you say sorry." Justin sighed he knew I was right. There was silence between us. An angry silence.
"I'm going to bed, food is in the oven." I abruptly got up and walked up the stairs with my pillow. I heard Justin sigh. I looked back to see him sat with his back on the couch, placing his head in his hands. I didn't like arguing and neither did he.
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I tangled myself in the covers staring at Justin's space. It was 12:30 pm now and he still didn't come up to bed. The more I looked at his space, the more I became upset. I just wanted to cuddle him, I just wanted him to hold me. How long did it take him to eat his food. It was now 1 am and I decided to stop waiting and just go to sleep. But It was hard for me to go to sleep. Even if we are arguing, I still like to feel him hold me while we sleep. Or to know he's there. But I had to toughen up. I frowned at Justin's empty space and turned to switch the lamp off. It was dark. It took me a while to go to sleep, but I finally did.
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The bed moved and I felt a draft of cold air through the covers. Then some warm strong arms snaked around my waist pulling me closer. Justin. There was a kiss on my cheek before he whispered.
"I'm sorry baby." I smiled. I missed his lips.
I turned around so I was now facing him. I played with his hair before kissing him on the lips.
"It's okay." I whispered
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I woke up to notice Justin looking at me smiling. I jumped a little not expecting his face to be a millimetre from mine.
"Morning." He chuckled with his hot raspy voice
"Morning" I giggled. We just laid there looking into each other's eyes until Justin's phone broke the silence. He turned to answer his phone sitting up in bed.
"Hello." Justin answered
"Errrr-"
"-I don't really think this is a good time." Justin bit his lip looking at me
"-okay I-"
"- I'll try ." Justin paused the call with a worried look on his face.
"Hey errr, scooters asked me to go to the studio today."
"Oh." I answered, it was kind of awkward since we had that whole argument last night.
"Are you going Orr....." I asked looking down I was upset that this would happen today after everything. Justin sighed
" I promise I'll be back home early today." He bit his lip, knowing that I would be upset.
"It's okay." I put on a sad smile. Justin furrowed his eyebrows, he looked right past my smile and saw that I was sad and annoyed. After everything, he would do exactly what starts our arguments every night.
"You know what, I'll just tell him I'm taking the day off." Justin smiled at me caressing my cheek. My eyes lit up.
I bit my lip smiling while Justin paused the call and started talking to scooter again.
Justin ended the call and smiled at me, crawling back into bed. He snuggled into me and buried his head into my boobs. I giggled at how silly he was. I wrapped my legs around him and squeezed him closer. Playing with his silky hair.
"I love you *YN." He mumbled into my boobs
"I love you too." I sighed knowing that how hard I would try I couldn't stay mad at him.
