No Fears (Raura)

• F O U R •

One bed that has seemed to have grown since two hours ago. One bed that we share and two bodies in it, mines and hers. She's facing the opposite side. I can hear her muffled sobs even though she's trying so hard not to let me know she's crying. I am facing the wall, stupid fucking wall. I hate it. It limits me. Laura is shivering from the cold of the winter and lack of my embrace. I'm still pissed. I hate the way stupid things crawl into my mind and just can't seem to fucking leave it. It's awful when the demons take over your mind and you can do nothing but silently watch as they bring boxes and boxes of shit into the shelf of it, making you go fucking crazy and want to scream, but you've lost your voice. You can do absolutely nothing and that is the worst part of being damned. I hate it when we fight. We have a happy relationship and it doesn't happen often but when it happens, it tears us apart. Really. I love her more than anything in this world but she should know that because of that, I care about her and I always need to know if her ass is safe, if she's cold, if she's sad or scared. I have to know everything about the way she feels. I know it's stupid and sounds too possessive but I can't help it but love her. Here I am, mumbling about her being cold when I am actually keeping her that way when I can just turn around and pull her to my chest the way I always do. I'm pathetic. She didn't let me know where she was... No, I'm not pathetic. I'm right. But I can't fall asleep this way... It's one in the damn morning. But maybe I was too harsh on her...

I slowly turn around to see that I've pulled the cover from her body and she hasn't pulled it back on. I peek over the locks of her gorgeous brown hair and see that she's asleep with a big frown on her face. I sigh and cover her to her shoulders. My arm can't seem to fight the urge to wrap itself around her stomach under the heavy comforter and I do it, pulling her close. Too close. I don't mind though. I breathe onto her neck and kiss the back ofit.

"I've only been worried. ", I whisper to her.

An instant smile covers her lips and I gasp.

"You little fucker! ", I tease. "You've been awake for the whole time. "

Laura just turns around and gives me a beautiful smile that is clearly seen even in the half- darkened room. I pull her to my chest and she buries her head in it, wrapping her arm around me.

"I love you. ", she says.

"I love you, too but will you promise not to do that to me anymore? ", I push the lock of her hair back from her face.

"I promise. I'm sorry. ", she raises her head and places a gentle kiss onto my lips. I smile into it.

"I'm still angry. ", I admit.

"You wove me. ", she smirks up at me.

"Never denied that. ", I kiss her forehead and hug her close to me.

"So.. no sex for tonight? ", Laura asks and breaks into giggles. I laugh.

"No. That's your punishment for tonight's behavior, young girl. "

"Stop talking like you're my father. ", she whines and I smile at her cuteness,

"That's what boyfriends are for, to take care of girls for their fathers because fathers get tired of watching their children later in life. Especially fathers of such annoying kids like you. ", I bite my lip to prevent my smile after she glares at me.

"Shut up. "

"Aw. I love you, Laur. ", I mock her yet say the truth.

"Aw. I hate you. ", she says with a smile on her face.

"No, you don't. "

She hides her face in my chest.

"Laura Marie Marano, don't hide your smile from me Look at me, right now. "

"Nope. "

"Laura. I'm warning you. I threaten amusingly.

"Oh, what are you gonna do? "

"I will beat the crap out if you. ",I hiss. She looks up. I smile. "Good girl. ", she rolls her eyes. "Now tell me you hate me without breaking into smile. "

Laur hesitates for a moment but looks at my face.

"Look me in the eyes. ", I demand.

"I am. ", she lies.

"That's my forehead. "

She looks below.

"That's my chin. Eyes are here, right above my nose. I point at them and accidentally hurt my eye with my finger. "Ow. "

When I look at her she's smiling. "No smiling. "

"Fine. I.. h..I hate you. ", she giggles.

"You smiled! I won! There's a smile on your face th- ", she cuts me off by pressing her mouth to mine and I'm shocked for a second, but quickly kiss back moments later.

Laura breaks the kiss and I smile at her.

"I love you. ", she says and it's all Ineed to drive me crazy.

"Never denied that either. ", her smile is contagious. "Now take off that gown of yours, if you're sleeping in my bed, woman, you're seeping naked. "

Laura rolls her eyes but obeys. We spend the night nuzzling up our naked bodies to each other, desperate to find more warmth in one another, which is inevitable. Love is amazing.

Love is teasing the other one for the most horrible things without them getting mad at you. That's at least my definition of it, hah.