Rumors I know I shouldn't listen, but even the wind whispers it to me
I learn not to keep my hopes up but I can't ignore what others are saying
Why me? I am trying to move on, but you are brought up again and again
People say we are perfect, but is it really true?
Sigh. I just don't see myself in a relationship because once you fall its nearly impossible to climb up
I drown myself in music and read stories of true love, it is all stories
Why does he keep doing this to me? Do you ever mind, ever get jealous?
Sigh. who am I kidding, you don't even care about me, why do I still keep holding on to nothing?
What if he does like me, what about us? Is there an us?
We say we are friends, but is that what we feel for each other?
He makes me smile and plays with me, but you are special because you forever has a special spot in my heart.
But what exactly is this spot? Friends or lovers? Why is life so complicated?
Everything is so confusing.
I can't run from it, yet I don't know how to face it.
My mind is blank, my heart and mind contrast each other.
What do I want?
*Hi guys listen to the song its really good <3 Even though its in Korean its really inspirational~
