Regret From The Past

Chapter 3

Blaine was sitting in his bedroom. He was cuddled up to Josh while watching a movie.
He didnt payed much attention to it. He was thinking about the phone conversation. He was so sure he heard that voice earlier. Blaine first thought it was Kurt. But it cant be Kurt. Kurt isnt in LA. Hes in New York working by Vogue. Not thinking about his child. Randomly, a memory came into his mind. A memory of the worst day of his life.
//Blaine was holding a stick. Pregnant? He cant be pregnant? Ofcourse he knew about the new discovery of man pregnancy. But still, he didnt know that it would happen to himself. And the last person he slept with was Kurt.. Oh my god! Kurt! How would he respond. They arent even together! Okay, You can do this Blaine. He encouraged himelf. And called Kurt.
"Hello? Blaine?"
"Kurt! Hi! Uh.. I need to tell you something" Blaine said nervously.
"Sure tell me." Kurt said on the other line.
"Well uhm.. There is this new discovery. And uhm. Its about men pregnancy.. And well.. Im pregnant." Blaine closed his eyes and waited for the response.
"Blaine! You cant just joke like this! I thought something serious was going on! Gosh."
He could basically hear Kurt rolling his eyes.
"What- no! Its true! Im pregnant with your baby!" "And still going on with this! seriously Blaine, I know we arent just friends but you cant just mess around like that! Im so mad at you right now gosh!" Kurt was furious. Blaine could hear that. "Kurt, just let me explain.." he said sadly. Blaine couldnt believe Kurt thought he was making a joke.. "No! I dont believe you! You know what? Fuck off! Our friendship is over! If you joke about illness you dont deserve me! Goodbye Blaine!" and the line went down. Blaine was staring at the phone for over 10 minutes and the tears streamed down his face.//
"Blaine! Blaine!" Josh shaked his boyfriend a little. "Are you okay baby?" "Huh? What- I mean yes yes. Im okay." Blaine lied. He wasnt okay. He kept thinking about Kurt so much lately. It wasnt okay. You cant think of your ex when your boyfriend is laying next to you. The suddenly Josh started kissing his neck. "No, Joshua stop." But he kept going. "Josh seriously stop, im not in the mood." Josh sighed. "But we havent had sex in ages!" Blaine rolled his eyes "Im tired. Goodnight." He said and layed down his bed.
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"Daddy daddy wake up" Levi yelled as he jumped on his bed. Josh groaned and pocked Blaine in his ribs. "Blaine, we have a situation here."  Blaine half opened his eyes. "What do you want sweetie?" "You have to work alot today so we have to spend extra time in the morning!" Levi said and hugged Blaines arm. Josh laughed softly. "Youre so cute Lev. I love you alot." Josh said, still with his eyes closed. "I love you too Joshy! But daddy wake up please!" Blaine smiled at his son. He was just so adorable. "Its way to early to wake up honey." Blaine said and looked at his phone. 6AM. "Come lay next to daddy." And Levi did. "Thanks daddy" Blaine kissed his forehead and hugged him closer.
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Blaine was in Levi's room. Getting him dressed for the babysitter. "Do you really have to leave daddy?" Levi asked, looking down. "Yes, Levi, I explained you a 100 times, i really have to go." Blaine stood up and held out his hand. "Now come on the baby sitter can be here any minute."
Levi followed Blaine downstairs and started colouring his books while Blaine cleaned up.
After a few minutes he heard soft sobs. Blaine walked over to Levi and kissed his cheek. "Honey, it wont be bad okay? I promise you will have alot of fun!" Levi just nodded and and went further with his drawing.
After 15 minutes he heard the door bell rang. "Oh there he is! Dont worry sweetheart." Blaine petted Levi's hair and stood up. He opened the door and there he was.