It has been two months since Sherlock died. I stayed in our flat only because Mrs.Hudson needs my help around the flat with repairs and such. I'm using my cane again because my limp returned from a lack of excitement and adventure. I visit his grave often, usually one or two times a week. I talk to it sometimes, other time I just stare at it wondering who came up with the words to go on it 'Sherlock Holmes . Beloved brother and friend.' The first part wasn't even true. Sherlocks brother, Mycroft Holmes, hated Sherlock and he hated his brother back. We all loved him in our own way. I go to sherlocks grave on Mondays and Thursdays right after my trips to the psychiatrist who I have started visiting again. Detective inspector Lestraude has launched an investigation trying to uncover the truth behind Sherlock and Moriarty. Sherlock told me to tell the country that he was a fake but I just can't bring myself to. He was my friend and she deserves to go out with a bit of dignity. After the death of my best friend I spent three days sitting in my chair across from where he sat. Mrs. Hudson was starting to get worried so I offered to do some stuff around the flat like simple repairs and even some cleaning. Every once and a while I would catch her looking at me with a look of utter pity. I always shook it off and continued my job. About three weeks after sherlock jumped mrs. Hudson fell from a small step ladder she was using to clean her china collection and sprained her wrist. Personally, I think she did it on purpose. The next day we went to get groceries for her. I only went to carry her bags since her wrist was hurt. She told me that until I found a steady job she would cut my rent by half so I was only paying my half of the rent. My life has been empty without Sherlock. We were always on cases, weather they were fun or not. I get sad when I think about how I never told him how I felt. Not that he would have felt the same way.
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Hello, this is my first fan fiction and it will probably be very bad since it is my first one but regardless I would like feedback about it. Good or bad, I don't care. I am a huge shipper of Johnlock and will always be a huge shipper. This chapter was just to introduce the first two months of johns life without Sherlock. Like a prologue but not. Okay bye!!
