Unbroken ~Andley fanfic~

Chapter 11: Him

Ashley's P.O.V

I lay here. On Jinxx's legs for about an hour.
I just kind of sobbed bitterly into his pajamas (which are also sweatpants) he just stroked my hair and whispered things to me.
I had gotten to the point where I was crying so hard, I began hiccuping like a 3 year old throwing a tantrum.

I felt like a complete idiot. But Jinxx still calmed me down.
"Ash. If you dont calm down your going to make yourself sick. I don't want to see you sick." He murmurs in my ear.
I managed to choke back a sob and croak "I c..cant Jinxx. I..just can't."

"Ashley. Can you just look at me? Please?" Jinxx begs.
I really dont want to look at him.
But I do, and he gazes at me with a shy smile.
"Hey. There you go." Jinxx smiles brushing my matted hair with his fingers.

"I can't believe him Jinxx. How..how he just betrayed me like that. Hes..hes such a fucking cheater I hate him so much. " I bawl again.
Jinxx's face go's serious, his lips pursed into a thin pink line.
"Hey now. Stop crying." Jinxx coos wiping every tear that fell down my face with his massive fingers.

As he did this I felt this urge inside of me to just kiss him.
The way he looked at me with his beautiful hazel eyes deep into mine, soothing my soul and the way he treated me as if I was his son.

I just in that moment, thought he was beautiful.
Maybe he would care for me more than Andy would.
I knew he would never cheat on me for anyone else.
I knew, that if I kissed him right here, right now than I would be safe in his arms because HE would never let me go.

I than grabbed his wrist lightly and countinued staring at him, into his eyes, deep into his soul.
It was beautiful.
In that matter of seconds our lips collided with eachothers.
It was a sloppy kiss but kind of passionate too.

I pull myself onto him and kiss him even more, this time not sloppy, but passionate. A long, passionate kiss.
My lips against his soft ones, my tounge battling his.
His breath taste of mint and almonds while mine was probably salty from the tears I was still kind of crying in a way.

I can feel him slide his hands up my shirt.
I shivered, his hands were cold against my hot back.
I giggle as he attempted to pull it off without breaking the kiss but failed completely.

It took him a minute later to get it off.
"Your a goofball jinxxy." I smile.
He smiles to, I was guessing he did because I finally stopped crying.
He lays me down on the bed and he slowly made his way back to my lips by kissing me from my lower waste to my chest with slobbery kisses.

He kissed me neck, then my chest multiple times.
"I never noticed how beautiful you were until now Ashley."
I smile wrapping his arm around me and laying my head on his chest.
"I love you. " I smiled, kissing him on the cheek.
I knew it was extremely early but what the hell? Andy wasn't placing another hand on me. Ever.

But Jinxx, he went completely silent,staring at the ceiling, breathing lightly through his nostrils.
"What?" I question.
"I..I just don't think I should be doing this.." he stammered.
I furrowed my brows in confusion.

"How come?" I ask.
He just kind of stares into space for a while and then finally replies "I...dont think we should be doing this because I think its to early, I mean you just dumped Andy 2 and a half hours ago, plus what would he say if he knew that we were a thing? "

I growl at him and without warning start explaining why I want us to be a thing.
"I dont give a fuck about Andy, I do not want anything to do with that 2 timing prick. I just know that im in love with you. "
I explain louder and harsher than I intended to.

"But.."
I cut him off by placing a finger on his lips. "Shhh."I whisper.
He gazes at me with those big hazel eyes of his and smiles a bit.
I than began to kiss him again, loving every minute of it.
The taste of his tounge, the feeling of his lips against mine and the way our tounges brushed briskly against one anothers.

"I love you." I murmur between kisses.
"I love you too. " he says.
At the moment it felt so right it was overwhelming and I wanted more and more of him.
The taste of sweat, and flesh. The sounds of his moans.
I wanted it all.
But it also felt wrong. In the moment.