Coldhearted

1.

I was really excited to come home. Not just to get away from the bullies, but because Cam just got back from his tour. I walked in the door. "Cam! I'm home!" I yelled. "ALYSSA!" I hear him yell. He runs down the stairs and hugs me. "I missed you so much!" He said. "I missed you too cam." I said. He looked at me. "Did you eat today?" He asked. I shook my head. "Aly!" He yells making me jump. "Jesus fucking Christ Cam!" I yelled holding my heart. "You need to eat Aly!" He yelled. "I wasn't hungry!" I said. Bill!" He yelled. "I know why you don't eat an you need them to not get in your head Aly!" He said. "You don't know anything that goes on! You're never here! You're out getting attention from millions of girls who love you!  I don't get that Cam!" I snapped. He pulled me in for a hug. "I know Aly. I'm sorryi wanna be there for you. I'm sorry." He said. "It's just really hard when your gone..." I said. "I know. Can I see?" He asked. I looked at him. "See what?" I asked. "Your wrists." He said. I backed away from him. "No, no you can't." I said. "Aly..." "No! I said No cam!" I yelled. He grabbed my arms. "How many?" He asked. "No! No!" I said. "Dammit Aly HOW MANY?!" He yelled.  I looked at him, tears falling. "25." I said. He stared at me. "Aly, I-I was only gone for four days." His voice cracked. "No don't start Cam, I'm fine." I said. "I- I should've been there Aly. I'm sorry." He said while hugging me. "It's okay Cam." I said. My phone buzzed. 

Mom: Hey baby, late shift sorry. Dad's working late too. You and your brother can make something. Love you!❤

I sighed. "Moms not coming home today. Dad too." I said. Cam nodded and I walked upstairs. I plugged in my headphones and changed into sweats and a t-shirt. Then I put my hair in a messy bun and laid down. Soon, I fell asleep.