* 2 Months Later *
Serena
So I Ended Up 2 Months Pregnant W. Child Number 3. I'm Not Saying It Ina Bad Way, Because All Babies Are Blessings, But It Could've Came At A Better Time. Roc Back In These Streets & Cj Too. Iontt Want This Baby To Come Out W. Only 1 Sibling Or 1 Parent. They Don't Think About Anything Until I'm Mad Or Crying. They Don't Listen To Me, Until Somebody Hurt. They Just Some Hardheaded Asf. I Was Currently Sitting On The Patio Thinking. I'm Debating. I'm Just Thinking Bout Life. " You Good " Roc Asked Scaring Me Outta My Soul. I Looked At Him. " Yeah, I'm Good " I Said. He Pulled Me On His Lap. " What's Wrong " He Asked. I Shook My Head. " Thinking " I Said. " About? " He Asked. I Sighed. " The Baby " I Said Putting My Hand On My Stomach. " What About The Baby " He Asked. " Iontt Think This Is A Good Time " I Said Looking At My Stomach. " What You Mean " He Asked. " Exactly What I Said " I Said Standing Up. " Just Say It " He Said Following Me In The House. I Took A Deep Breath. " I Don't Wanna Have It Right Now " I Said. " And What That Mean " He Asked. " Leave It Alone " I Said. " No Tell Me " He Said Following Me Through The House. " Leave It Alone " I Said Walking Upstairs W. Him Hot On My Trail. " No, Tell Me " He Said. I Ignored Him. " I Hope You Don't Think You Aborting My Seed " He Said. I Shook My Head. " You Stupid Asf, If You Think You Killing My Child " He Continued. " Got Me Fucked Up On My Momma " He Finished Livid. I Looked Up At Him W. Tears In My Eyes. " I'm Sorry Babygirl " He Said Pulling Me Close To Him, Hugging Me. " I Wasn't Thinking About It, But I Was Just Saying " I Said Wiping My Face.
Roc
She Crazy If She Think She Aborting My Child. Like On My Momma, I Will NEVER Fw Her again. I Didn't Mean To Explode On Her Like That Anyway, It Just Came Out. I Just Hate Abortion. Like Even The Word Makes Me Angry. Abortion. Like If You Know You Not Ready For Kids Then Use Protection. If That Doesn't Work & You Do End Up Pregnant Then Give It Up For Adoption. Anything But Abortion. I Just Hate It. " I'm Sorry Baby " I Said. She Nodded And Wiped Her Face. " Its Kool " She Said. I Nodded. She Sat On The Bed And Put Her Hand On Her Stomach. " All I'm Saying Is We Gotta Tighten Up For Our Son " She Said. I Chuckled. " Daughter, But Okay Babygirl " I Said Kissing Her Forehead.
* 3 Hours Later *
Serena
" Where My Kids At " I Asked Stirring The Pot. " I'm Right Here & I Don't Know Where Cierra At " Cj Said Walking In The Kitchen. " can you find her? please?" I said looking at Cj. Then Roc walked in the kitchen and kissed my forehead. " ma she said she on the way from the mall" Cj said going in the refrigerator. " baby when is your next doctors appointment " asked Roc. " it's tomorrow " I said. " what time" he asked. "10:30" I said sighing. he was starting to irritate me. I hate when people asked me alot of questions. " okay okay, I was just asking" he said throwing his hands up in surrender. I rolled my eyes. I think I'm having a boy, everybody just irritating my life.
Roc
she so moody I just don't understand. that's that pregnant shit. it's a lil boy in there. another son, this one can't be like me it Cj. in all seriousness tho, he can't be like me and cj, I gotta be a better influence to my kids. can't even believe cj doing this. i was just a bad influence. I looked at Serena and smiled. " what you looking at" she asked. I shook my head. "well I gotta go, I'll be back later" cj said standing up. I nodded. Serena went upstairs and I followed behind her. she took off her shirt and laid on the bed. I laid next to her and rubbed her belly.
Serena
I looked at Roc. this really my baby man. "baby" he said tracing the line down my stomach. "hm" I asked looking at him. "i love you" he said. I smiled "I love you more". he kissed my belly and laid next to me.
