I couldn’t take it anymore, the pain, the sorrow the guilt. I made all this happen, I needed it to end, I had to make sure they were no mistakes this time. I wrapped the noose thigh around my neck, connecting the other end to the bridge; I grabbed the razor a slit my wrists straight up my vein letting the blood slide down my finger tips and falling peacefully into the water below. A gust of wind blew and I could here the sirens in the distance, but they were to late for me I made my decision years ago, I just had to make sure I wouldn’t hurt anyone else before I jump. My blonde hair whipped around my face, the tips drenched red from the blood oozing out my wrist, soon my legs will give way from blood loss and the noose will end this, my story will be over. I felt my body get heavy, as I slide over the railings of the bridge completely I gripped the letter in my hand, kissed it and then placed it under a rock and the railings. I thought it would only be fair to a note. I reread the note in my mine, knowing what it said word for word;
I’m sorry mum,
I’m sorry dad,
Your little girl has gotten bad.
I’m sorry sister
I’m sorry brothers
I’m not as strong as others.
I’m sorry love, to end my life,
Someone else will be your wife.
I’m sorry everyone, I had to go
I put an end to this show.
I felt my legs sake, bringing me back to reality and turn on my iPod, I want to die listening to a good song, I turn the volume all the way up, drowning out the heavy sirens as they grew closer. Coming down by five finger death punch came on ‘ironic’ I thought and as Ivan L. Moody yelled “step away from the ledge! I’m coming down!” my legs collapsed plummeting me towards the icy water but before I could feel the water on my skin, a hard gripped pulled at my throat, for a mere second before everything went black. I was finally free from this hell, I may have lost the people I loved, but they dint love me. He, that monster could no longer harm me, I finally made a decision on my own! I decided what to do, and I did exactly that- I stopped the pain!
But I guess you’re all wondering why a 17 year old girl took her life? Well let me tell you my life story; sit down though it may take a while.
Its all started……..
Thank you guys for reading please leave comments on what you want to happen (I will interpret it in somehow) J
