Adam was in love... not that couldn't be it, he doesn't love, he has sex and plays girls he doesn't fall in love, he probably just wanted to fuck her, that was probably it. meaningless sex and he wouldn't feel anything for her... he knew that was a lie to himself, he hated that he knew himself that well.
when Adam got sad or confused he talked to himself, it helped him with his feelings most of the time, but this girl was different, talking to himself only made him more sad.
"She's beautiful, what's wrong with me?"
"Everything, you're unattractive, think you're funny but aren't and you have the biggest ego in the world."
this self loathing festival went on for a long time, it didn't help, he just cried and named all the reasons he was unlovable, all the reasons she didn't want him, all the reasons he hated himself.
that night he had a dream, he saw another Adam, he was a perfect Adam, his teeth were white and perfectly straight, his green eyes weren't tired and his usual acne on his chin was gone. Then, Kartinia walked up to this perfect Adam grabbed his white leather jacket pulled him in and pressed her beautiful lips against his, she pulled away looked the normal imperfect Adam, smirked and laughed.
she had good reason to.
he was pathetic.
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One Last Kiss
RomanceFalling in love sucks, especially for Adam, he's gained a reputation as a player and a punk, so when he falls in love with Kartinia nobody takes him seriously.
