Girlfriends

party bitches

Song of the chapter: I go back by Kenny chesney

Kyles POV

It burned as the shot of whiskey trickled don my throat. I was drinking my sorrows away because I was tired of my life. All my friends were over and on the dance floor while I was alone in my room.

I was texting my best friend Shea she was downstairs..

( k= Kyle $= Shea )
K= wassup
$= are u k?
K= no life fucking sucks ass
$ OK but remember there are ppl her who want u 2 com down here

I never replied because she had been telling me that for awhile and I was tired of it. I mean really none of them were even sober. At least I'm somewhat sober I only have a small buzz. Then it hit me MY PAST that's why she is worried...

FLASHBACK

I was I my room by myself no one else was home and people just wouldn't stop. It got to the point where it was constant ...

I looked at my phone ...
Unknown: just go die no one wants you here your nothing but a worthless piece of shit I mean damn even your parents hate you..

End flashback

That's when it first happened ....she's the only one who knew until I made a mistake I wore short sleeve and the scars showed then everyone knew.

It's been one year and seven months since that though I can't believe ssh thinks I would go back to that. Even if I had the guts to I would do it somewhere else that way it is not noticeable to the other people of the school. I feel as if they ever found out I done it again then that would start talking shit again.

The first time it happened no one dropped for two months and it was the talk of the school. The school board put me in with a therapist but that didn't help.

A.n.
Sorry it's short  I've been really busy and I will update when I can