It's only a dream...a nightmare. I've made my wish but my stars have faded. He's alone now. So am I. I have options but I don't want to take a risk of being hurt again...because I've been hurt so much I have to learn to live with the pain. It's like I'm empty...something's missing. But I didn't do this for me I did this for him. I know it hurt him, but it hurt me to. I didn't show my pain, I just felt it. An old friend from the past has lifted my spirits when he told me I was beautiful, and that I did the right thing...I'm just wondering if he's right...
