Dear Online Diary

Oct 9

Dear online diary,
You have no idea how hard it is to be a teenage girl!
No I'm being serious, it's actually hard. I mean let's start with puberty, really, just really. I mean I was fine being a flat chested kid who could be mistaken for a boy!
I loved not caring about anything!
Not taking what people said to seriously.
But now I have lumps on my chest, I care about so much random shit, and anything anyone ever says; if there is a hint of negativity I will bubble over in rage and have a total bitch fest.
Ok that was an exaggeration.
But I mean it's hard, also I now bleed really heavily once a month and have mortifyingly painful cramps along with that.
Puberty.
Is.
HELL!!
Also junior high, really people, I don't mind it that much.
Grade seven was a really hard transition because elementary school didn't prepare me at all. But grade eight, the transition wasn't really that hard. I mean the work is hard, but not that much harder. Even though they give us loads of homework!
Oh! And the boy drama!
I had no issue with the opposite sex until grade seven.
I wasn't interested in them until the other girls started to flirt with them.
And I thought, so this is how teenagers act...nope! Wrong, that was how teenage girls act around teenage boys.
The behaviour is completely different if they are separated into two different groups.
It's.
Crazy.
Anyway boys have ruined me.
Like really, this one guy just tried to get close to me over the summer so that he could have his first kiss. HE DIDN'T EVEN LIKE ME!
It was terrible.
Not the kiss,
The kiss was good,
The kiss was really good...

But that's not the point.
The point is boys, they are bad news, if any girls are reading this: don't date till you're thirty!
Ok, no, don't do that. Yeah you should date, don't tell your parents...OBVIOUSLY! But yeah date.
Well I'm almost at the end of my rant, but first I need to talk about teenage girls.
Mostly they're terrible, but then, you'll find the odd one or two girls who you absolutely love and want them to be your friend for EVER!
That hasn't happened for me yet.
My "friends" are bitches and backstabbers and all together terrible people. I just can't let them go now.
Or I won't have anyone.

Wow, that was sad, and depressing

But I have to go!
Later haters❤️