The Voice of a Diary

The Voice of a Diary 2

05/03/2003

Hi Dairy,

I know I should be living in the real world, let me just be for now. It's been 5 months since I moved away from my parents but I can't truly be happy for myself it feels like something is pulling me down. Drowning me.. My parents moved in close to me, two hours away from my apartment. I think my parents want to make amends for all the years they were MIA. Buying furniture for my apartment with me, movie nights before school starts, constant calls, stories lots of them about me when I was young, it was surreal. I feel like I'm going to wake up sometime soon andpoof! I'm alone again, parentless, voiceless, invisible. Angela told me to let them, have a fresh start in a new place. I never lost hope that someday, I will matter and I think I do now.

Isabella

I close my Diary and think of the reasons why my parents are suddenly the best parents in the world. I know I need to savor the moment and live through it. I can't 'coz I don't know how, this is very foreign to me. I don't know how to react, how to embrace them with open arms and just let it be. A part of myself is protecting me building walls to secure me inside, I can't help it..

My phone rings, Angela Weber.

"Angela." I say through the receiver.

"Bella! You have to come here at school now!" Angela says

"What? Why?" I ask

"Your parents are here." She whispers

"Why are you whispering?" I whispered back "I just saw them awhile ago. They came to visit me here in my apartment."

"They are announcing something, they told me to call you and be here in 10 minutes!" she replies

"Announcing what?" I panicked, this is probably it. Why they have been so good to me..

"Just be here." She hangs up.

Uh oh..

AN: Good Day to everyone! I am writing this story in hopes of helping parents, families to understand or probably take a peek of what it is inside a teenagers mind. And of course to teenagers who want their parents to understand them and want to be close to them as much as possible. As a teenager and a writer you need to be everything your imagination is permitting you to be. My story is the complete opposite of me, I am very much close to my parents, I can rely whatever is in my mind. But like most families ours is not perfect either. I will be so happy to help you out, just leave me a PM or Review and I will answer you in a form of a story in Isabella's Diary.