I kicked at my legs, and woke in a fright. I hated having that dream, i hated everything now. Why do i get to live? Why not her? I decided to get out of bed and walk around a bit. It was a huge place, the hospital. I saw clair wave and smile at me, she mouthed hello. She was treating another patient so i didnt want to disturb her. I waved and carried on walking. Clair was my nurse, she was soo nice to me, shed make sure she came in to check up on me whenever she could. She would always say how lucky i was, 'lucky' i wouldnt exactly say that. If you wanted my opinion, i would say i was unlucky, selfish and horrible. That I shouldnt be here and she should. I was so enoyed, so i walked all around the hospital, to think about things, to think about why this all happened and to think of all of the ways i could've changed the outcome.
I went to the canteen, the food wasnt great, but it wasnt bad either. It was a sunday so, so i picked a big roast; chicken, roast potatoes, peas, carrots, 2 yorkshire puddings ( my favourite) and thick gravy.I sat down and started eating. "Rose, Rose?" I heard someone call, i looked around but couldnt find the owner of the voice, though it sounded formiliar. I turned back around, only to find Scarlette and Elle sitting at my table. I jumped, shocked at the suprise. They both laughed at me " Oh come on, we didnt scare you that much did we?"Elle asked a big smile on her face. "Nahh, she didnt see it coming, thats all. Anyway hows your leg? Any better? Did the results come back? " Scarlette suddenly looked concerned. If you knew her, you'd know she isn't the right person for bad news.
