I wondered why I am always sitting, staring at your dream. listening to the music you love, drinking drinks you like. my heart keep beating faster. i wonder why i want to see you. Why i want to tell you it hurts,why i want to tell you i miss you. i wanted to tell you the truth, i wished i stayed in the rain just a little more. i wanted to believe you would come for me. but i don't want to ruin the bond we have,the smiles you would make, the music you share.
I stared at the novel i've been reading, then watched as the rain keep on getting heavier.i I slipped a bookmark i made in between the page. As interesting was Murakami's Norwegian Wood, i was more concern about the situation that might befalls me right now. i glanced by your house, dodging the rain blocking my view. its getting colder. why does it have to rain?
I had been determined to confess to you, it's been bothering me a lot, i didn't expect to fall, you were very important to me. why must i want more than this? We joked about falling and impressing, but i end up falling, its ridiculous.
