Without You || Oliver Sykes

Chapter 19

When I woke up on Oliver's chest, I saw that he was already awake "Uh.. I love you and all babe. But I need to pee.. like.. really bad." I started laughing "How long have you been waiting? And why didn't you just go? I'm a deep sleeper." "WELL. Thats nice to know, and about thirty minutes now," then he quickly ran to the bathroom.

"I have to play at some place tonight, do you wanna come with?" Oli asked. I nodded since I didn't have any plans for today. "Well, I have to go to my house to get changed." "I'll come with you I just need to get dressed Syko." I had grabbed my old skool black and white high top vans, Beartooth band tee, and light blue ripped shorts. I was getting dressed and I only had my bra and underwear on. And as I was getting dressed, I felt someone's hand around my waist and felt someone's breathe behind my neck "You look so beautiful." Oli kissed my neck "Oli.. not right now.." He nodded his head "I understand. You just look so beautiful. I can't resist." I chuckled "I have to get ready."

I arrived to Olivers house and saw he was getting ready "Hey, can you grab my car keys in my drawer?" I opened it and immediately my heart drops when I had saw drugs, in a plastic bag. I held it high "Oliver Scott fucking Sykes.. What the fuck is this?" His mood changed immediately, and he looked nervous "I just.. I just thought I should save it.." "Oli, I want you to throw it away or something. I don't want you around it." He nodded and I handed him the keys "Like right now, Oli. Please?" He sighed "Alright." He grabbed my hand and held onto the bag, while entering the bathroom. Then he opened the bag, emptying it into the toilet. After he had emptied it, he flushed the toilet. "I'm proud you did this, Oli." He smiled "I probably would be still doing this shit if you weren't here, thanks for being there by my side." I pecked Oliver's cheek "I'll never leave you."

Screaming in the crowd "FUCK YEAH!" I continued to look at Bring Me The Horizon performing. The show was about to end and I decided to go and sit at the bar, to see what's happening on Twitter. As I scrolled through my timeline, I saw tweets saying "MaryJane! There's a hate page about you." I found the user and the tweets were telling to die and that I should cut deeper. I started tearing up but I decided that it's just one person and I'm not letting them break me. "Hey cutie," a strange voice said loudly, behind me. Before wiping away the tears dry, I turned to their direction. And saw a tall boy with short brown hair, along with blue eyes. "Um hi.." I said awkwardly. "What's your name, beautiful? " "It's MaryJane. You?" I answered. "Mike. We should go somewhere," he smirked. Automatically I knew what he wanted. He just wanted to have sex with me and just treat me like garbage. "I have a boyfriend," I said, not interested. He grinned "It's okay.. he doesn't have to know about us." A voice had interrupted, and it was Oliver "Doesn't have to know about what, prick?" Then he connected his first with Mikes jaw "Fucking cunt. Don't go near my girlfriend." I stood there in shock, looking at Mike who was sitting on the floor with his mouth bleeding.

"What the fuck did he tell you?" Oli asked angry. "He wanted to go somewhere.." I mumbled, upset. Oli shook his head, chuckling "Well, at least he won't ever go near you." "Oli.. There's a hate page of me." I felt angry and felt like breaking down, but I knew not right now. He wrapped his arms around my neck, while I was buried in his chest. I could hear him whispering "Don't believe what they say baby, they're just jealous and you're an amazing beautiful girlfriend. They just want attention. Fucking low lifes.. I'll always be here by your side.. I love you so fucking much." "I love you too Oli. And they're upset with me because Cody is in love with me.. But I told him I love you." He sighed "Fucking shit.. I love you too love."

Oli had drove me home and I saw that no one was home, which would leave me all alone. "Hope you had a good time at the concert, goodnight babe." I kissed Oli "I did. And goodnight."

Oli left in his car, and I got ready to sleep. Before getting into bed I was scrolling through Twitter and saw Cody tweet "It's sad seeing the person you love with someone else.." My phone began blowing up with hate "Why are you messing with Codys feelings" "You don't deserve him," "He's better off without you," "Kill yourself." Then I noticed there was even more hate pages about me. I began to cry, and started thinking no one cares, the world is better without you. I tried shaking the thoughts but they wouldn't go away. I could have deleted my Twitter, but I didn't want to seem weaker than I already am. After thinking, I finally realized that.. I can't take it anymore.

Walking to the bathroom, I opened the cabinet and grabbed the bottle of pills. After I opened the bottle, I swallowed all the pills. Couple of minutes later I began feeling sleepier by each second, and I soon realized that this was it. Then every thing had turned pitch black.

||Nicks POV||

"MARYJANE! MOM! IM HOME!" I yelled loudly entering the house. Weirdly, I noticed that it was quiet. So I began thinking that maybe they were sleeping, but MaryJane never sleeps early. I shrugged, and wanted to go see what's up and bother her. Running upstairs, I checked to see that she wasn't in her room "What the hell?" Then I saw her bathroom door open and the lights on. I thought to myself please don't be what I'm thinking of. I ran to the bathroom and saw MaryJane lying on the ground, with a empty bottle of pills beside her. Shaking her, I yelled "MARYJANE, WAKE UP PLEASE!" I took my phone out quickly and called the ambulance, who arrived soon.