6) middle of the nightmare...

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{PUT THE SONG "GIVE YOUR HEART A BREAK" BY DEMI LOVATO}


N's POV.

i woke up breathing hard and almost , i got out of bed , since i was just wearing a bra and underwear i took my black robe and wore it , opening the door slowly not waking anyone up i went down and got myself a glass of water and i held my pills in my other hand , i sat on the bar chair and drank my water with my pills , then i looked over to the opened window and felt the window blowing on my face , i covered my face with my hands resting my hand on the bar table and cried a little

"why" i asked myself whispering , then i felt a hand on my back i jumped and turned and saw it was Jack Gilinsky

"are you okay N" he asked rubbing my back , i wiped my tears and got up

"yeah" i say , as soon as i wanted to go up he pulled me and hugged me then kissed my forhead , i cried on his chest , i then let go and walked to the stairs where i see Cameron and Jack Johnson , i just smiled and ran up , i went inside my room and turned on my piano and played All of Me by John Legend and sang the words to it , then i went to my bed and got my Macbook with me and watched Teen Wolf , got i hate Theo , i literally just wanna kick him in the nuts ugh , i felt sleepy , so then i just closed the laptop after i was done and slept .

******THE NEXT MORNING******

i woke up , and wore a white crop top and jean shorts with a kimono cardigan over it , with white ankle socks (picture will be posted in my ig account and picture above) and went downstairs , i saw everyone staring at me

"good morningggg!" i say confused

"good morning..." then they sat in silence" um Nonny sit please" nash said , i did so and sat beside dad

"did i do something wrong or.."

"no no! honey we would never hate you or be mad at you"...."well um yesterday we heard that you were crying"

i just looked over at him and he looked sad "it was just a nightmare"i say lying

"it wasn't... we it wasn't N , why did you have pills in your hand..what were they" Cameron tells me

".....depression"i say looking down , dad pulled me to his chest and kissed my head , i just looked up "but I'm getting better i promise" i say standing up

"Who caused u this depression" Matthew asked , i didn't expect they would "uhhh... my ex boyfriend" i say " im gonna go outside and skate" i say

they all sat quite and looked down and saw dad looking at me almost crying he just nodded and pulled my into the kitchen "can you sing?" he asked

"yeah , why?" "Karaoke night...we want you to sing any song of your choice , if thats ok with you" he said

"yes! id love too , thanks so much dad" i say and hug him . he hugged me back and kissed me on my head

"what time?" "6, sunset" he said "ill be there , ill skate myself"

" ok be careful well meet you there"

"ok" i say kissing his cheek and go outside

i put my penny board on the ground and skate a few laps and do flips and stunts while listening to "Doctor Doctor" by R5 , i really like her songs , i realized it was 5:30 , so i headed home and got my keys and saw that no one was home , i bet they were all went ,and realized it was Saturday so sat is karaoke night . i went upstairs and changed into a black dress ( picture above (also on my ig)) and wore black heels with a strap on them , and i walked my way there and the moment i reached there people were singing , the song on was "Come And Get It" and people were eating and some were dancing and cheeering, i saw the table of were the boys there , so i went over

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