Im not beautiful

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Moises yells threw the door that I'm in.

"Come on..."

I packed everything and held it in my hands I let him in as I walk out. I walk down the stairs into Jaden's car. I put all my bags in then Moises pulls me from getting inside the car. and I hit my head on the metal. I hold my head with both my hands and a tear slip down my cheek.

He notice ... Then tries to hug me I push him back. Hard.

And I walk away. This was the first time I defended myself ever! I'm proud yet I'm still mad, sad that no one likes me. I walk towards Jaden's house and opened the door. I sit on the couch with my iphone5c in my hands. I breath deeply in and out. exhaling and inhaling new air. Then their go's that girl again. Willow. I try not to make eye contact but she still sits next to me. I sigh and so does she.

"You, are you always to your self?" She asks.

I nod and she smiles.

I don't know why but I know she's thinking of something. Something that I might not like.

"Can you tell me about yourself?"

"I'm Love that my name, I'm 14 ,I am hated by everyone and I have no friends. Never did and I think i'll never will."

"Well can I be your friend?"

I quickly look at her. Staring at her eyes. No one never asked me that question. To become my friend... I'm a loner why does she want to become my friend? Me?

"Why?" I asked sternly.

"Because you seem cool and I like making new friends." She smiles.

I would of never thought a girl as down to earth as her would want to be my friend.

I smile. This time it's real. And she accepts it. She gives me a hug. The truth is I never had a friend , or pet or any one who was there for me expect Moises but. This girl she is true friend.

"Well what do friends do?" I ask surely not sure of the answer .

"They hang around each other tell each other secrets and laugh yet have a good time." She then gets out of the car and open the my door and pull me inside.

I walk upstairs into a room that is all Pink with rainbow inside Huge but actually Girly inside. It's really nice. These feelings are new. She pulls me into a closet a walk in closet and tells me to pick an outfit.

I pick an outfit and she makes me put it on. It is a red short dress with an black waist line to show my curves then she helps me put on some heels but I fall as I try them on so we stuck to flats and we modeled down the hall way. I didn't know how to pose but I did know how to walk. Willow kept trying to teach me poses but I didn't get it. She then made me go down stairs and show everyone. I kept pulling back but she is strong. She made a red mark on my wrists but it matched the red that I wore so it wasn't a big deal. Down stairs Jaden, Mateo and Moises stared at me like I was candy. I didn't like the attention so I kept my head up.

"She's beautiful right?" Asked Willow.

"Yeah" the guys replied.

I gave all of them the death stare and walked towards the kitchen. I opened the freezer and opened the ice-cream. I scooped some out an poured it into a cup. Right when I tried to close the freezer Jaden was their smirking. I rolled my eyes and kept walking.

" You know you look beautiful." He said.

"You and I both know i'm not." I reply while getting a spoon. But the spoon fell and I had a short dress on I couldn't just bend over and let him see me. I then looked at him and he smiled wide.

"Can you get that?" I asked.

"Why? So you won't bend down?" He laughs.

"Yeah please." I usually don't pleased anyone but it's always a first time for everything.

"Nope." He then slides down his back towards the wall and sit their. I sigh and bend down making sure he doesn't see anything but he does eventually . I pick up the spoon quickly and aim it at him for looking. It hits his forehead and I laugh.

"Ouch." He says rubbing his head.

"That's what you get" I say while getting and another spoon and washing it. I eat my ice-cream and Jaden stares at me. I fell uncomfortable so I move away but he moves closer to me then before. I just let him stay their until he puts his head on my shoulder.

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