Beast Inside

The sequel

I apologize for being so impolite of not to text you in a while now,
It seems I lack the courage and sanity of being able to speak;
I am sure you are aware by now that the best of me comes forth when I lose myself,
In these last few silent days, the day to day routine has kept me busy,
Busy enough to keep me from thinking about things important in life,
Busy enough to keep me away from the real me unfortunately;
I am sorry for being coherent too long, I know you missed me and so did I,
I know sobriety doesn't suit me much but i'll be back to senses soon;
I will speak sure to be unique, then no more humane as you'll see me slightly insane,
Its when the red of the wine mixes with the red blood of mine,
I will surely be available and that's when i'll definitely be fine!‎