Revenge {Larry Fan fiction }

~5~

"Only if you don't intend to kill me again." Harry's voice was cracking and he was looking down, obviously sad because of what happened then.

"No no no nooo I .. I .. just I .." Louis was so mumbly, lost in Harry's deep green eyes.
"Come in." Said Harry with a feelingless voice.
"Thank you."

Louis followed Harry to the living room where the atmosphere was very warm and cozy, there was a beautiful song playing in the background. Everything about it was wonderful.

"Take a sit." Harry waved to the couch casually.
"Thank you."
There was a long moment of silence. None of them found the right words to speak. Although after a few more seconds Louis tried his luck.

"You left early today, right before the game."
"Yeah.. my sister got in an accident, and I had to see her."
"I'm so sorry about that. Is she okay now?"
"It's ok, yeah she's fine, she was very scared but I comforted her and she's alright."
"I am glad to hear that."
"Thanks."
"I really wanted for you to see the game or at least talk to me for a few minutes before it. But you were gone already." Louis was sad now, but he didn't know why actually, it's not like Harry have been there before and now he missed a game.
"Yeah maybe." Harry was heedless, so that kind of bothered Louis so he gave up.
"Your songs are very good. Very touchy." He smiled weakly.
"Well should I feel honoured for your words now.. thank you mister Tomlinson." Said Harry sarcastically.
"No, it's not like that! You're really good, very talented guys !" Louis was sad, poorly actually.
"Yeah yeah.. "

Louis couldn't stand anymore and said everything that he kept in his mind since the high school fight.

"Harry, I am truly sorry about everything I've done to you. All the bullying, and that horrible incident. I was so scared and frustrated, I thought I lost you forever." His head was held by his hands, tears welling in his eyes. He looked kind of desperate now.
"What? What do you mean?" Harry asked confused.
"I.. I never had friends, true friends, and then you appeared. And everybody was giving you all the atention, and I tried a few times to get closer to you in school but I never got your interest. Or I didn't tried enough. Because I was the rich boy, nobody wanted me as a true friend, they wanted the benefits, they were my friends just for my money. And you.. you never wanted a rich friend like me, you always rejected me, and I was so upset about it. Then I was overwhelmed with anger, on myself, on you, on everybody. But the one that payed, unfortunately was you. I just wanted to scare you, to make you realize that you lost me, I was jealous, I was stupid, and I'm really sorry. I truly regret everything I did then."

The regret was so strong in his voice, while the tears were falling down his cheeks.

"Wait.. stop, stop, stop! You said you were jealous? You wanted to be my friend?" Harry asked astonished.
"Yes. I wanted it so much. And I still do but I know that's impossible. After all that I did to you." Louis sighed.
Harry was so amazed about what Louis said. He never thought like that about him, and he felt sorry for him now.
"Louis, calm down now ok?"
"I can't actually.. I really regret what I did, I thought I lost you, after I heard you at the stadium I had to talk to you, you had to know all of this." He was legit crying so bad now. "Everything I do is wrong, I am a burden for everybody."
"No, Louis Stop!"
"I'm really glad that I told you everything, now I'm ready to give up on this world." He fastly got up on his feet and rushed towards the door. Harry was confused, but as he realised what Louis meant, he jumped of his couch and ran after him.
"Louis, come back here right now !"
"No. I'm sorry Harry!"
"Louis, are you really dumping me again?" Harry sat there with a sad look, and hands raised. "Come on I want to talk to you, I want to get to know you Louis! I forgive you! Please come back!"
Louis sat for a moment probably thinking about Harry's words.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, of course I am! I really don't think you're a bad person, com on!"
He turned around and walked back to Harry. Still crying.